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-migrate to japan
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-closet full of moi meme moitie's, sex pot revenge and etc.
-find my place on earth otherwise go back to saturn with my hubby
-entire collection of junjou romantica~! EEEK! ecchi~

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    Monday, 31 August 2009

    new blog

    new blog~ @ 17:08

    Sunday, 30 August 2009


    been a long time since i've found an english band/song/whatever that i appreciate.

    and on friday i served my rightful, well-deserved [NOT] detention. by the time i stepped in, people were about halfway through with their's and why? because hmt noobsters like me are released only at 1.30 while the rest of the school is released at 12.30. cool sia? and i even attempted to get my eclipse for some good drama during my boring detention but swuay lah. library in use and so i ended up reading about a dog who supposedly possesses a human soul who witnesses the nasty deeds of his master all too often and uses the word fuck. how thrilling~ . . . after a while this big guy was told to shift his table forward and he ended up asking me to do his chinese composition. he first started with are you chinese? could i say i was not? then shoved the paper in my face asking if i knew how to. why the fuck would i do someone else's homework when i don't even do my own? seriously. he needs a brain check but he was this notorious face whom i remember as a gangster and so i pretended to try and read it. DOH. no one asks me to do stuff for them kk? even if you are obama unless you're paying me good only then i'll think about it. fine, whatever. and so, long after everyone left, i finally was ready to leave. so much time wasted...

    this morning i woke from a strange dream. i somehow ended up at my beloved's house. yes, bernice will know who it is, and yet the house wasn't what it was probably supposed to be. it was a shophouse thing and was rundown and he had lots of siblings. apparently i even got to use the showerrr~ WHOOO~! strange. does that says something's going to happen? something i can look forward to? something from my perversed fantasies? *dazed smileee~*

    im selling cookies tomorrow~ please support :D @ 22:03

    Thursday, 27 August 2009

    今天我下午一点多才起床。真爽,能够睡到那么晚真让我有一丝丝的满足感。
    今天是E-LEARNING我却到了3点多才开始做。随便啦,有做到老师们就要感谢天地了喽。
    科学我们得做关于性叫的一些东西。
    做了还真不自在。
    英文做了个宣传报。
    之后的功课不是用上网做的所以我也最后放弃,不做了。
    反正我也习惯了被老师罚,被老师骂,要不然找同学抄喽。
    今天看了TWILIGHT。
    虽然没有我想的精彩不过没关系,我看了书就好因为我的想象力还真不错,画面还蛮真实。
    看完了NEW MOON我就忍不住想要知道之后发生什么了便跑去找所谓的SPOILER。
    知道之后是怎样我也就有那么一点点地安了。
    希望这样做不会影响到之后看书的乐趣。。。

    E-LEARNING @ 23:02

    Wednesday, 26 August 2009



    in the story, edward cullen sounds so much like Gackt. vampric beauty and all. able to do just about anything too. but the movie's edward seems, a bit disappointing. anything but beautiful i guess. and the acting feels strange. i ain't no pro but i know how to pick my hawtties~

    and so today i teasingly said,

    'you call you gorgor beat me? i'll kick you gorgor's 叮叮当,叮叮当,应声多闪亮~ let you gorgor become didi lehh~'

    that ain't no sound that crude right? not in my opinion. it was pretty round-about anyway.

    tomorrow is e-learning. whoopee. i've been dozing off in class too much lately. need my beauty sleep. LOL. all pandora saga's fault. then twilight's fault too. now reading new moon. the chapter i'm at now says about jacob being a werewolf. no sign of edward appearing soon. he should appear soon. i need some romantic fantasy please~ makes me embarressed reading it in class. makes me smile with retardence too. sigh, what fantasies do to my puny little brain~

    edward cullen @ 23:33

    Friday, 21 August 2009

    and this is my beloved evange.
    profile - race: human, class: warrior

    sighh. so some things happened today. firstly, i reran my napfa. i so totally forgot to get my timing. oh well. and alicia apparently had water in her lungs and then dear ms shining fretted over people blaming her for being a retard and not dashing straight to the teachers the moment that happened. gosh, she's worries too much. one of my life motto is if anything happens 'it's all their fault, not mine :D', call it irresponsibility, i don't care. i live my life to please myself and no one else. if they wanna blame you, so be it, _|_ them to hell, what matters is you did what you could, the rest's history. so dear shining, take it easy and stop worrying about 2012 too. live your life to the max, do what you can, spending half your life fretting over death is retardism...

    during chinese rance somehow managed to flame mdm zhong. goshh, she looked like she was about to explode. rance pro...

    had guides. and dear ms shitass flamed us, again. actually, all the ma'ams. apparently we were worse than usual, can't help it, we're exhausted and not programmed tamagochi's who dance to your tune, i mean, even they need sleep and food and crap to perform right? much less us. flaming us ain't not gonna do good to you or me. shitass' got this bad habit of looking you straight in the eye and flaming you like there's no one else around and expecting you to give her a reply for her _|_ and how do you do that, reply with some other _|_? ... she should grow some brains or i'll have to shove some down her throat.

    at the end of the day we ended better. all happy and motivated i guess.

    just finished playing pandora saga. i guess warrior's better than mage. i think i might have to delete poor elfeen. played with bernice and met her beloved cheestard. goshh. he somehow knew me. either bernice has been saying stuff to him or i'm just ass-holey notorious in e4 for being bernice's oh so faithful friend to be disposed of as you like... his avatar was as big as his, as his, nickname. LOL

    ps: actually, after not drawing for a while i had some nice drawings these few days, must scan them soon~ :D

    life's tough but i'm tougher - pauline sama @ 23:56

    Monday, 17 August 2009

    first bookmark was a freebie from a booth selling hetalia bookmarks. the next one in line is one of the bookmarks and was donated to me because julia and bernice both thought it was obscene. tsktsk. discrimination of french. not good. last one is given to us by mr 'OH SHIT'.

    FREEBiES FROM STGCC @ 16:21

    Saturday, 15 August 2009




    apparently Jasmine You's funeral was on the 12th of august and apparently Kamijo's comfirmed his death and that it is no hoax. how could this happen...

    RIP JASMiNE YOU @ 20:01

    In 2009 JAPAN will set its attention to the WORLD!
    We proudly present this year’s Festival of Festivals!
    In October 2009 more than 50 artists will participate
    in the world’s largest visual-kei festival ever…V-ROCK!

    For two days on four stages Makuhari Messe will be transformed into sacred ground.
    More than 50 bands from overseas and Japan will provide the greatest live spectacle ever!

    As well as space for live performances there will be space for other events made available for you:
    A lobby area where you can meet artists and participate in events
    An international food court where you can sample foods of the world
    Space where you can purchase exclusive event/artist goods
    A flea market where you can sell your own goods
    Areas where you can freshen up and rest and relax

    On July 19th, 2009 (Japan time) the madness begins!
    For those living outside of Japan, you can purchase tickets as part of a tour-package.

    GENERAL INFORMATION
    DATE: October, 24th (SAT)-25th (SUN)
    VENUE: CHIBA MAKUHARI MESSE
    TICKET: 1-DAY TICKET 12,000 JPY (tax-included) / 2-DAY TICKET 20,000 JPY (tax-included)

    Source: V-RockFes.com


    this above is definitely good news but...

    2009.8.9
    「Versailles」 Urgent Announcement

    Though Jasmine You had taken time off in order to rest because of poor physical condition, we received a report that early in the morning on August 9th, he died. Because of the extreme abruptness of this news, the members and staff are all dumbfounded and trying hard to accept this it.

    As soon as his family has been notified and updated as to the details and we receive their permission, we will further report to all of the fans.

    Moreover, with the current announcement, in regards to activity, please allow us to postpone it.

    OMG. how could he have died? and i was just enjoying their new album ascendead masters a while back. i don't understand why great musicians and other great people tend to pass before their time... is this some sort of trend? please tell me the above announcement was a hoax...


    OMG. how could he have died? and i was just enjoying their new album ascendead masters a while back. i don't understand why great musicians and other great people tend to pass before their time... is this some sort of trend? please tell me the above announcement was a hoax...

    good news,. BAD NEWS. @ 11:05

    dammit. this shitface has got a real bad atitude towards people she's not as close to. 'answer your ma'am! she's not talking to the wall!' just because i didn't bring the compulsory items that we don't even use how the fwuk do you want me to answer that? 'cos i oh so fwuking dunwanna' would be one way for the annoying ahole.

    _|_ u ***** @ 10:29

    Wednesday, 12 August 2009

    tomorrow is home econs. die. today i tried to shirk my responsibility. sorry yufang. i am such a person. sigh. in the end, what must be done must be done. grew some 'fruits' and decided to do it. kinda excited to do the okonomiyaki because after all it was taught to me by Aoi kun. dear vocalist of Ayabie.

    bijuu's quite the B ne? trying to seduce Miku then Aoi.

    just realized my class is quite the comedy. i get a kick out of observing them xDDD

    ps: Gackt has opened up a lot. probably was Ogata Ken who broke the wall he seemed to had before leaving this world. thanks to him Gackt has found that fatherly silhouette to look up to.

    diediedie @ 19:01

    Monday, 10 August 2009

    lots of mr brain pics of Gackt :D crazed serial killer suits him so well~

























    goshh~ this pic is sososo SMEX








    ^^^this is very interesting.^^^

    sigh. yesterday, suddenly i remembered, 8.22pm. went to channel 5, tried to get online live telecast, but the show was over. that felt stupid.

    yesterday, got hooked on restaurant city and pet society. sigh, who knew.
    today, my mum started playing restaurant city and too got hooked to it. with a failed canteen business, she felt happy earning virtual cash by the minute. lol. at least she's found her thing.

    ps: mr brain being sold at ts >.<

    mr brain @ 22:05

    Sunday, 9 August 2009


    here's Gackt sama, smex as ever.

    tired. tired. tired. but, tomorrow and monday i can rest. i sometimes wish i remembered all the details i wanted to blog about.

    tired. @ 00:06

    Friday, 7 August 2009

    Gackt pic.
    kawaii~
    kakkoii~
    kiree~
    he wears strange because in the movie 'the king and the clown', he's a jester who's specialty is femal roles.



    bijin~


    kawaii~ or in korean, kiyooo~ [i believe so]

    lee jun ki CM, quite cool.

    Gackt CM, very smex but the lady could've been changed, to someone else cough*hinthint*cough

    recently watched 'the king and the clown' mostly because i was interested in the yaoi romance :X. and so, in the end i liked it very much and loved lee jun ki very much. sigh, i have so much of a knack for effeminate males~

    lee jun ki @ 12:37