i am invisible...i am invisible...i am invisible...i am invisible...i am invisible...

and it continues...

上台时想到有上千双眼睛注视着我紧张得快尿裤
下台后发现并没有一个人发觉到我有上台领奖
有一点安慰却有点孤独
没有有人察觉到我的存在
我是透明女侠。。。
死了都没人知道。。。
我对不怕大声发言的人怀有又爱又恨的感觉
羡慕他们的自信
讨厌他们的傲慢
好希望我能踏出阴影
走进光芒
让全世界的人都知道我的存在。。。

and yet it wasn't no one who noticed, kind tenshin-like phoebe was kind enough to congratulate me on the way. i practically FORCED bernice into aknowledging my prize :D
during my sick leave no one too seemed to notice my absence, i feel sad and lonely...

perhaps, in this world of millions, there will always be that single person thinking of me, remembering my presence :)
perhaps...