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    Tuesday, 28 April 2009


    -帅-
    i nearly bit my tongue off and died of hyperventilation when i saw alice nine's 'the beautiful name' on MTV asia. >.< must have more, must have more. i hope i get to see more rawkin' jrock hits on it.

    tomorrow's my oral presentation. hopefully nothing causes it to be further postponed even though i can't say i'm very looking forward to it. i got my ic and ez-link card now i feel, supreme xD. today class photo was taken, i smiled =), i tried, at least, hopefully it turns out good :D. i must admit my chinese essay today was S-H-i-T-T-Y. hard to do it under pressure. i'm an artist, a creator, definitely not one who works well under stress =). i am glad i am not the worst for chinese. i passed :). i just need to keep up the good work.

    boys will be boys, girls will be girls, can't change them even though my hatred for them is great enough to send them on a one way trip to the depths of hell.

    @ 22:08

    Monday, 27 April 2009

    i am invisible...i am invisible...i am invisible...i am invisible...i am invisible...

    and it continues...

    上台时想到有上千双眼睛注视着我紧张得快尿裤
    下台后发现并没有一个人发觉到我有上台领奖
    有一点安慰却有点孤独
    没有有人察觉到我的存在
    我是透明女侠。。。
    死了都没人知道。。。
    我对不怕大声发言的人怀有又爱又恨的感觉
    羡慕他们的自信
    讨厌他们的傲慢
    好希望我能踏出阴影
    走进光芒
    让全世界的人都知道我的存在。。。

    and yet it wasn't no one who noticed, kind tenshin-like phoebe was kind enough to congratulate me on the way. i practically FORCED bernice into aknowledging my prize :D
    during my sick leave no one too seemed to notice my absence, i feel sad and lonely...

    perhaps, in this world of millions, there will always be that single person thinking of me, remembering my presence :)
    perhaps...

    i am invisible...i am invisible...i am invisible... @ 19:24

    Friday, 24 April 2009

    i am feeling very warm, almost feverish, feels like i've absorbed all the sun's rays and there's no way to get it out. it feels terrible. my ears feel bad too, like when you're in a plane and the air pressure's high then there's this blocked feeling, must be due to my nose. >.<

    0987654321poiuytrewqasdfghjklmmnbvcxz1234567890

    to prove my boredom. can make out what it is? =D

    @ 19:40

    Thursday, 23 April 2009

    everyone is sick, not sick show then what. sigh. weather has been so hot. today i nearly wanted to attempt mass murder, that is, if i had a sniper because of some tiny resentment further enlarged by the heat which i then countered with a COOLiNG coconut ice-blend. it does wonders i tell you. it felt a little better. maths, sure fail, as usual :D, the seemingly simplest, mean median mode, i could not remember their properties. science, thanks to some ~hints~, i knew it was protein, i wonder where they got their protein from. sickens me to think of it. i know what i will call me mask now, it shall be named:

    the MANiFESTATiON OF SiN

    how grand is that? it is supposed to show the human face being swallowed by human lust greed desire and etc. i was reading my GHOSTLY JAPAN when i read something about when anything loses the pain of effort, it loses its purpose and therefore is erased. like some domesticated silkworms, they have been granted food, shelter and protection and thus lose their ability to fly. kind of all makes sense does it not?

    therefor, reading is food for the soul~

    i've come up with some characters in my head during school:

    -the goddess of fate-
    appearance: a young girl
    job: ties the strings of people together
    note: occasionally she blunders of maybe out of playfulness she ties nasty knots and creates messed up relationships. a lose knot results in a not very solid relationship.

    -the manifestation of sin-
    appearance: probably something ugly, real ugly
    job: supposingly creates havoc
    note: it really is the creation of mankind's sins. aka, the devil. thus, evil is but the product of mankind's sinful actions.

    my creativity seems to be back. i'd better start writing down the stuff i think up or i'll lose 'em all which would be quite a waste now wouldn't it be =)

    FUCK, forgot to hand in DNT stuff, i am so fucking sorry sining, i tried, but i couldn't find ms yun's locker, i am a noobster, i admit... TT^TT

    still feeling ill, maybe i'll not go school tomorrow... i WiSH LEH. ......

    welcome to the SiCK show. @ 20:39

    Wednesday, 22 April 2009

    colourcloud palace
    shonen onmyoji
    chronicles of tsubasa
    cardcaptor sakura
    spooky kitaro
    ranma 1/2
    kyou kara maou 3rd season
    jigoku shoujo mitsuganae
    monochrom factor

    and much more i wanna complete or start :D

    @ 11:40


    song of this name is Haikei Juugo No Kimi E, to my 15 year old self.
    dumb but yeah, it's happening. i made a tribute to 15 year old me :D oh right, i'm not 15 yet, few more months lah, few more months lah. momentai momentai [nope, it wasn't japanese, it was cantonese xD] still sick. tomorrow have oral presentation, stage frightened me + sore throat me = SiLENCE... please let me off~

    tribute to 15 year old me :D @ 11:17

    Tuesday, 21 April 2009

    fever, running nose, sore throat, bodyache. not dying then what? and yesterday i was complaining about not feeling well and yet it's not bad enough to stay home and rest. i'm sorry sining, causing you to lose another point.

    probably no one's going to notice my absence, it's always like that, and when other people get sick, i am tasked with making cards for them, birthday cards too. will anyone ever remember me? guess not.

    so cuuute, bernice is also sick. and i didn't come into direct contact with her yesterday too? telepathy virus transfer :D ...

    sick and dying... @ 12:04

    Friday, 17 April 2009

    french or maybe english gentlemen & nihonjin hime sama
    sobbing girl, HANDSOME BiJiN and kimono girl
    random characters i cam up with random names. i really like richard~
    majou and hime sama?
    inspired by 'the secret of the rose'. from left to right, robin, rosalind/richard, master marlowe?
    tenshin to dancer
    a character i originally wanted to use for a story with which later i got tired of then a random bijin and ojou san.

    benisu flared up and teared at my tardiness. just for that. ... she is full of surprises.

    a person's heart is complicated much less a woman's. gentle like the breeze yet viscious like the worst venom on earth. it comes without warning too. sigh.

    ps: the school is quite the slave driver, making use of the seemingly slack guides. stop telling us we're slack, other than footdrill and pumpings we serve as part time school servants or rather slaves too okay so thank us!

    pss: the above images are for benisuu's reference for her character's for her manga.

    a women's heart is complicated. @ 21:15

    Thursday, 16 April 2009

    tomorrow is yet another day. long yet short. sutdy till 10am slave till midnight... stupid AA thing, tell us we're not involved and yet we have to do ushering. someone please check up the meaning of 'not involved'. just finished watching howl's moving castle, again. bestest movie. a good movie's one you never get tired of watching. spirited away was good too. have yet to finish all the ghibli movies but soon =) yays, we have animax now. whoopee. can watch more anime now and become anime pro rather than anime noobster. xD

    ehh? it would seem we have more channels than expected. there's all the taiwanese stuff then there's NHK too. nande? i hope it doesn't change, i wouldn't mind more channels~ :D

    @ 23:17

    Wednesday, 15 April 2009

    today stupid elephant drama kia lah. recess time hide behind the shelf then sit there emo. for a while people noticed then ignored him since after all, it was only elephant and all the drama had pretty much become a daily routine for us all, he started laughing by himself to attract attention. what an ass. he likes being the center of attraction doesn't he, very much like someone else i know... today i saw actual seifukus, i guess the japanese pull it off a lot better. now i realise why i've been brought up to dislike and avoid boys, especially when your sitting on the same row of chairs, the type that are connected. kachengitchy issit? cannot sit still, keep shaking. then there was lots of obscene conversations. sigh. i give up, fantasies are remedy for the disappointed soul, one who has lost hope in reality. FUCK sio. my phone der '1' spoil. my house has quite a history of stuff with buttons broken like our laptop, lost lots of buttons, my mum's previous phone, many buttons 'numb' diao then now my one which was like my mum's first phone or was it second one since she came back to singapore 7 years ago. ... hope i can get a new phone soon. PLEASE.

    @ 19:44

    stupid fucked up cop. spoil my impression of police. i had always thought them to be kind and patient, not crude and rude. nabe lanjiao kia, want fuck issit? i give you. -gives NBLJK the elephant and the chimp- now fuck on this! xDDD aww, FUCK -has picked up NBLJK's FUCKlish- tomorrow me has chinese test and i've yet to study for it because i was doing FUCKing english composition, truth is i really only had to copy it onto another piece of paper. i think i can pretty much understand why HR picks on SJ so much or why others dislike him so. it's his strange tendency to turn and stare at you. he just suddenly turns and looks at you like FUCK. sorry child, even the discrimination-hating pauline sama can't do anything for you, you'll just have to stop it. go stare at elephant's ass and chimp's cunt if you must.

    pauline sama is down with a flu and if flu germs was a person i would've beat him to a pulp. NOW DiE YA DUMBASS FLU GERMS.

    seeing him is like seeing a real-life bijin from my fantasy. kore was koi? this strange fangirlish excitement rushes out uncontrollably. -girly blush-

    pauline sama has been researching on the teenagers of today and results have shown that many females have been infected by the FB disease.

    symptoms of it include:
    -the ever shortening of skirts till you can see their _ _
    -tendency to bitch about every little thing
    -ceaseless flirting
    -backstabbing, bad mouthing

    though pauline sama's studies seem similar to benisuu chi-aaan's Ultra-Magnificent-Super-Sparkly-Girly-Rabies i will assure that their studies are individual prpjects and are not related in any way.

    another disease for the males is FB, yes, as well, though FB stands for something else.

    symptoms of it include:
    -flashing of underpants
    -tendency to bitch about every little thing
    -dumbass conversation about sex and related.

    this is a serious matter and actions should be taken otherwise society will continue to rot and mankind will meet its doom. do your part, help save mankind from total destruction.

    I SO DAMN DER WANT A HOWL sama TOO~

    'want to fuck?!' @ 00:22

    Sunday, 12 April 2009



    the songs the GHiBLi movies are DAMN DAMN DEE NiCE. a gift for mee beloveds~

    life is tough, it a a long and arduous journey but it is not one that we can just choose to discontinue. everyday we try our best to live it to the fullest, to leave wonderful, even sad, memories, to make our presence known and remembered even long after we've finished our journey here. if there's one thing that ever makes our journey seems worth it all, it would be that simple act of kindness, that compassion, that love. it could just be a smile to make your whole life worth the pain and sufferings. and yet this may not be enough for many of the people out there suffering from the lack of appreciation for what they have. living in a life filled with their endless desires has erased their appreciation for the things they have.

    i just lovelovelove klaha's music. at the camp, it was hot and stuffy plus noisy too but after listening to his calming songs for a while, i felt sleepy and the air felt cool, i fell right asleep. there was once at home i was feeling sleepless too only to fall right asleep with my earphones still in my ears. :D klaha san's music cures insomnia~

    heartfelt =) JOE HISAISHI SENSEI~ GOGOGO @ 21:54


    PONYO CRAZE~! fine, then the craze has worn off but no pain in enjoying the song is there? and so we learn the mysterious 'ponyo voice'. cuute sio. truly japanese. finished watching grave of the fireflies. once again, it touches the very bottom of my heart and soul and me corny speech is acting up. me love GHiBLi~! it would seem they're working on more movies. can't wait can't wait.

    I WANNA WATCH DMC AND HANDSOME SUIT~!

    PONYO PONYO~ @ 19:58


    honey senpai's voice is by a girl. the voice actors are far from what i had hoped for... reality's like that...

    @ 00:10

    Saturday, 11 April 2009

    i am a mega BIGBIGBIG MEGA DER SHUUUPER fan of STUDIO GHIBLI. today i watched three movies of theirs. howl's moving castle, which i've watched before long time ago, princess mononoke, 1st time and LAPUTA the castle in the sky. i simply adore their works as they come up with such wonderful stories that make me wish i was part of it all. it's so dreamyly romantic. i wish it was all part of my reality. maybe monday i could have a bikei transfer student come in who really is some sort of wizard and then and then... yeahh, that kinda thing.

    today for once i did all my maths homework, with the help of my tuition teacher that is. lesson learnt: ask and you shall be answered. you must have that quest for knowledge to learn and so i learnt =) damn proud. i feel like i deserve a kiss from Mana sama ^\\\\^;

    me is big fan of STUDiO GHiBLi @ 23:57

    Friday, 10 April 2009


    not meant to be racist or something, just a note of the current society. so evil sio.

    right, today's GOOD FRiDAY.

    eating breakfast/lunch now. it's 1:03pm now. added too much chili. hard time finish the mountain. ... i feel like a mega retardist now. watching NANA 2 now. load so slow. damn. ... oh well, free is liddat der lah~

    @ 12:05

    Thursday, 9 April 2009

    刚刚尝试完了有家不可贵的感觉。
    要怪就怪我笨,
    没带手机没带钥匙。
    最后在租屋楼下喂苍蝇蚊子。
    去你的死苍蝇蚊子,
    我要把你们通通灭掉!
    脚好癢
    脚好癢
    脚好癢
    脚好癢
    脚好癢
    刚才在楼下有几位马来同胞。
    两位又大又壮,
    满身都是刺刺青,
    好恐怖。
    恨不得想逃掉跑到个角落去躲。

    今天在可是就像平时一样的无聊。
    老师们个个都照样唠叨了一大堆听不进的废话,
    某些人也照样的吵闹,
    都不知道他们几岁还这样闹。
    真是丢人献脸。
    不怪的我们是‘全级最糟的班级’,
    真得感谢那些混蛋。

    我对那八婆在此充满愤怒,
    讨厌死她了。
    ‘美女’们其实还真的只不过是爱漏的小伞吧。
    是的,
    我对外表漂亮却内心丑陋的人有仇。
    小三八,
    给我小心一点,
    总有一天你会被我的‘正义之剑’而刺死的。
    我会毁了你=)

    -转换到CHANNEL5-

    okay. back to english. if only ms yue would stop comparing and nagging maybe we could be as good or even better than those little E1 ding dongs. seriously it's pretty much her fault she likes wasting her precious periods on petty stuff like that. tomorrow is GOOD FRiDAY, i will be nice and speak nice only. the ever evil and painful truth shall resume on 12 midnight of 10 april.

    he looks no much older than my primary three brother and is probably not much taller either and he can say stuff like making cunts out of paper mache and licking it. how could he. in front of a lday too. obviously i know at times people like to take me as invisible. ... how dare they do this to the all great pauline sama... if he was my little brother i'd whack sense into his liddle numbskull. wanna lick cunt? i'll give you that sex-obsessed hentai elephant's ass for you to lick xD. enjoy and no need to thank me. granting a classmate's wish is but my duty now isn't it?

    sex-obsessed hentai has indeed [indirectly] confessed to being a hentai and being obsessed with those kinda 'show all' anime girls. someone, slap him please and dip him in cow dung. thank you.

    i think i really respect mr pon, he's a nice guy really, it's just all the student's indiosyncrosy getting to him that makes him easily angered. little kids like some asses will never understand art and will only think of PORN. dumb me, so rush this morning forgot there was art. oh well. ended up doing 'apple day' card. DUMB. this mrs wong so much idea, so smart do for me lah. don't try to teach me, an art master. ...

    mrs tan's lesson was interesting, not really her and her teachings but the student's 'wisdom'. rance, like all other still in the process of growing up be it mentally or physically, ending up changing mrs tan's SWEETiE PiE CUP of TEA PLEASE to SUCK PENiS COCK TESTiS PLEASE~ or something like that. very creative... i think. maybe. -doubtful- oh well. i seriously think rance is what you would call a 'lazy genius', nope, not because of the suck something something something please thing but because many teachers have commented on his GOOD work. how he writes well and has nice writing. makes me jealous. i slave like a water buffalo and yet i'm nowhere near his work filled with slackery. ... damn, life's not fair, it's never fair.

    ‘在乌云密布的天空中,
    我偶然在那一瞬间看到了天堂,看到了希望,
    这表明了生活不只是充满了黑暗的。。。’
    - almighty pauline sama.

    i seriously saw heaven today. don't believe, ask benisu chi-aaan~ she saw it to and can testify for me :D

    on me way back, i saw a couple, probably in their teens, both smoking a cigarette each. seems like a date. now i learnt the new pastime for dates, no more movies and arcades, it's just sit on a bench in the neighbourhood and smoke silently. times are changing and so it the way of romance ;D

    retardist~ @ 17:03

    好困哦。
    好想睡觉。
    等我看完花样第四集吧。
    哦我的天呀,
    数学功课原本打算要边看边做可是我厉害,
    懒得做,
    最后连碰都没有碰。
    明天又要摆脱SHiNiNG了。
    不一会儿前,
    我开始阅读花样的英文漫画。
    在网上阅读很快就会觉得闷了。
    哦,
    瑞稀被哥哥发现她念的是男校了。XDDD
    算了,
    明天才继续看吧。
    明天早上早点起来冲个凉,
    舒服舒服一下,
    比较清醒,
    精神也比较好。
    好了,
    现在我真的要在此停笔。
    拜拜。

    @ 00:35

    Wednesday, 8 April 2009






    and the following above is the cast for hana kimi japan. the taiwan cast, you should be more than familiar with it.

    i really feel like reading the manga. but not the soft copy scanned one. i want the real thing. where to buy. anyone know? preferably english. the japanese cast is more shuai. me likey. taiwan one more funny. both just as loved. but somehow i don't like both casting for Sano. i like shiuchi then the Nanba senpai for both is nice too. Nakao for both are cute, as in their acting and stuff, not their looks. i like Taiki, more of the japanese one though but a chord is cuute lah. come to think of it. a chord reminds me of hui rong. that face.... xD

    hana kimi-edd again. @ 21:59

    Tuesday, 7 April 2009

    current wallpaper. romantic ne? inuyasha was my first love~ oh the nostalgia~!
    peacemaker kurogane is LOVE-EDD
    Ouran Host Bu's ver. of shinsengumi is just as LOVE-EDD >.<

    lemme see. damn annoyed with sex-craze elephant. 'trying to make it bigger' -shoveshove, shoveshove.- you want bigger? i'll give you bigger, i'll make your asshole so big you could shove ten other of the same species as you up that hole xDDD.

    today i saw powerpuff girls during morning assembly. mr boo - bubbles [blue] mr sin - buttercup [green]and mr cheng - blossom [red]. they were wearing similar stone-washed long-sleeved collared shirts. hard to believe they didn't arrange before hand.

    wanted to do maths but i couldn't undertsand a peep of it. shining san, yoroken desu~ ^^||| science, busy revising, i think, watching hana kimi [TW] for the third time xD.

    shinsengumi lubu~ @ 22:29

    Monday, 6 April 2009

    just thought it'll do good for me to upload one of these too. like WTF's the logic in that xD.

    damn you ball-less fuckstard. no balls say no balls. stupid logic of 'according to register number'. damn you. won't name you. your name's not worth me saying and not worth me typing out either. least i be tainted by your retardism. byebye dumbass. you're going DOWN.

    BALL-LESS FREAK to hell you go. @ 22:44

    as usual my art notes are on the art itself.
    i came up with this whilst listening to VELVET EDEN. music gives me different moods and emotions. imma puppet of my music xD. people pursue perfectionism even though somewhere deep down they now as humans, we're all imperfect in some way. so here it is, a perfect woman in the making xD. nice body, pretty hair, well defined features, good personality, everything one would hope to be.

    hectic day. emotional breakdown. tired. loads of obligations. highly sucidal. dying, dying, died. and to think i was going to post something heartfelt earlier on. =.=|||

    my didi apparently had a fever and didn't go for tuition. i prepared dinner and he took 2 fucking hours to finish it. then another half hour to eat his fruits then his medicine then doze of on the floor. this is the second time i had an emotional breakdown and took part of it all on myself. his fault.

    here comes the heartfelt stuff [written by 'white' pauline]:

    prefering introvertism, it is difficult for me to make new friends. i truly wish to be able to get along with everyone and become good friends with you all. at times i may seems indifferent but it really is me feeling lost and not knowing the right way to react/respond. i apologise if i have directly/indirectly offended anyone, upset anyone or anything. whilst i try to improve myself and my character i do hope you all can be understanding and show me the ropes. [even though imma fucking 10,000 years older than ya arses xD -'black' pauline]

    nownow, what the fuck issit with all that crap. no idea.

    wakao. didi's are definitely troublesome. @ 20:49

    Sunday, 5 April 2009

    ikemen. this is ikemen, take note, flat-chested, is a male xD
    faceless girl so i randomly stuck a flower there. xD lovey-dovey couple. we'll see how long their 'true love' will last =)
    left: is a remake of one of my past drawings. right: lame attempts of Mana sama's SMEXYness.

    wake up this afternoon from my sleep and i 满头大汗。。。我的这篇BLOGPOST就用华文来继续吧。今天我家的两位冬瓜吵架然后打架。吵得天翻地覆的。算了,我的华文程度还不到,不该继续献丑了。。。
    dumdum. back to channel 5 xD. today i 偶然 saw fahrenheit singing on campus superstar. then they sang. i was wondering, since the last time i actually listened to them, which was from their first album der era, did they improve DRASTICALLY or got better at lip-syncing. i don't know but since the last time i saw them sing live i gave up on them and focused on my japanese bijin craze...

    still ZWAT ARH. @ 20:01

    Saturday, 4 April 2009

    ViDOLL - maimu...

    just finished one round of tagging the linked people. ... must be damn boh liao of me to do such. yes, because i am boh liao xDDD

    @ 18:15

    some lil bitch singing out of the verandah. damn. can sing something nicer like some malice mizer classics? no english songs... please. i beg you, please stop... -crawls on floor in desperation- i have no idea why the heck today so damn zwat. maybe it is just me. tuition, as usual passed quick enough, no because i was having fun but because i am doodling. ahahaha. i am like so fwuuuking pro at art. my handsome devil pretty angel bobby is a hit with mr pon :D, he says bobby is nice, me thinks bobby is nice too. just that i so fucking forgot to leave eyes. will be having hard time trying to cut out eyes. can i just make a blind mask?

    today damn ZWAT ARH. @ 17:49

    Friday, 3 April 2009

    fucking sleepy and so fucking even looked at my tingxie list. -dozes off-

    @ 01:10

    Thursday, 2 April 2009






    firstly, we'll get married. white dress nice or black... let's hold our wedding ceremony thrice then you could wear all three of them and our love will be bonded three times stronger than others'.
    Mana sama and i will eat breakfast together every morning. looking into his beautiful face, i feel happiness.
    Mana sama wants more juice?
    then soon after we will have our own child and bring him/her to school together.
    Manako ma sugoku kawaii~
    then bring him/her to the theme park. there we'll have ice-cream.
    i wish that was Mana sama and my child but that really is his niece Mi-chan ^^|||



    then we'll stroll down streets
    and visit shrines.
    then read.
    and this is my romantic dream of Mana sama and i. this is what to expect from a dangerous hardcore fangirl xDDD. sigh. i really wish dreams came true. originally i had intended for only a few pictures of Mana sama to create my 'story' but seeing the wonderful Mana sama i could not help but to spam my blog with his pictures~ -dreamy-

    PAULiNE'S ROMANTiC DREAM @ 22:04


    Lolita23Q Pictures, Images and Photos
    blogskin - CHANGEDD. yays. -claps- i finally changed the crap outta it. ... above is the profile of the members of lolita23q. sou, has a tendency of touching his hair and nose and is obsessed with his reflection and stares into camera lens for reflection. xD ban is smexy cuuute with his voice which he can manipulate. ryosuke or was it someone else is hyper too. the other two members i remember are relatively quite as compared to the rest. lovelovelove them. must listen.

    chinese tingxie - YET to learn and tomorrow we are like so fucking having tingxie. zhongg~ must you be so cruel and do it tomorrow? hidoi ne~

    today i was so fucking pissed off with the fucking world and some arse just had to add oil to it all. atta arse: if you think that's me venting my anger on you then you have yet to taste hell. and i so fucking did not take bernice as a maid. i merely let her bring my crap to the trashbin on the way. she had no complaints but you, just hold your crap in will you because i'm so fucking pissed off with all the crap and can't take anymore. don't use that smartass mouth to tell me about calling the fucking police because they are so fucking not gonna come at the whim of ya puny arse. they're so not fucking nannies who change your nappies ya know. smart is good, acting smart is so fucking asking for death. the next time you do that i'll fucking rip off your mouth. ... so fucking annoyed. yes and this post if probably a post filled with 'fucks' so let's all so fucking enjoy the art of 'fuck' and fuck the crap outta this world. -pouts- recess kenna see-through by malay stall holder. the two of them kept ignoring my existence and tended to the rest of the arses. dammit. then some fuckstards cut my queue the one heroic fuckstard grab me by the shoulder and leaned over to yell at his fuckstard counterpart. do i like so fucking know you ya short chimp? you so fucking do not grab a lady, whatmore a stranger, by the fucking shoulder and fucking yell ya get that ya fucking ass. ... -performs headshot on asshole- fucking asses. don't get in my way or i'll eliminate you all. well at least today bernice was nice to me and didn't give me more fucking crap. she was understanding too and didn't crapp like some UknownYellingArse.

    heeeheeehooo. heeeheeehooo. -sound of breathing in and out?-

    VIDOLL Pictures, Images and Photos
    i found rare gem. ViDOLL in bathtub xDDD. ZOMG. had to take this. lol. rametan looks so feminine even in that, and cuuteseyy too.

    'i'll be back in 5-10 minutes' were the last words of yue. went and disappeared. still made me anxious about the oral presentation. not coming back say lah. caused me stress and anxiety. then again, thanks for not coming back, or at least, not coming back on time xDDD

    finished 'journey to the river sea'. not too bad lehhs. i wanna maia to go with finn. i hope the writer writes a sequel for it. -romantic dreamy shoujo appears-

    fuck off assholes. @ 20:53