visual kei~
Mana sama
gothic & lolita
manga & anime
ikemen~
嫌悪
pigeons...
願望
-MAC
-lots of vkei posters
-own room
-work in the creative industry (fashion, music, hair & makeup, manga, writer...)
-MANA SAMA~!
-migrate to japan
-EGA & EGL platforms
-closet full of moi meme moitie's, sex pot revenge and etc.
-find my place on earth otherwise go back to saturn with my hubby
-entire collection of junjou romantica~! EEEK! ecchi~
i like shihoudani, blonde, alotta and the blue hair. forgot his name. mikoto is another story by himself xDDD
princessly side =)
princely side xDDD
live action drama of princess princess. not as nice and not as shuai. it's plain GAYism. being pretty in dresses and like wearing it are two seperate matters and can distinguish you.
just wondering... ANYBODY LiKES YAOi~!? -waves arm frantically- 'MEMEMEMEME' -pauline xDDD strange mahh? ... apparently it's pretty normal for girls to be interested in yaoi and boys to like yuri. *yuri is lesbian romance... *yaoi is gay romance =) i've not seen any yuri anime yet and doubt i wanna. yaoi, so far the most i've seen is level 2 = soft yaoi e.g. junjou romantica. level three is the most supreme = HARD YAOi. level one is just = shonen ai e.g. kyou kara maou, monochrome factor. should i even be posting this? ... maybe not. someone's gonna just pass some more dumbass comments about me and my interests. fuck fuck teyy~ ate only one pizza. oh well. today no lunch so had to buy maggi. PAULiNE ARH, NEXT TiME TUESDAY RECESS MUST EAT MORE. if not by the time school end i will faint faint liaoz. ... i envy those who can do maths. i can't and am completely helplessly hopeless. i can only rely on shining, gomen ne. i will ganbatte ganbatteru yo [in my dreams xDDD]. i will try lahh. still have chinese composition to do. dammit. do we have to hand in tomorrow? ... i just woke up lehhs. mercy lahh. mercy. i failed my last read and reflect composition. truth is i lazy do so i used a translator and translated the whole crap. xDDD no wonder she failed me, it's incomprehensible crap. today too lazy to scan doodles lah. sigh. but some dumbass conversation happened:
something's wrong with this conversation der lohh. i was drawing guys anyway. kinda like a fanmade ver. of princess princess. it's an anime about pretty boys in an all boys school being chosen as 'princessess' to brighten up the dull lives of male students. of course, they are see only and not touch xD. as 'princessess' they are give many privileges though from time to time they have to put on girl clothes to 'brighten' the lives. xDDD
YAOism @ 22:27
Monday, 30 March 2009
MY MASK - picture taken with webcam xD
pauline's FANTASY THEATRE [hard copy] ep. 1
peggy and jack
Mana sama daybream~ excluding the unknown bride there...
whilst ms yue is yelling away, pauline seems lost inher fantasy xDDD
dammit DAViD HOHOHO. don't like my blog don't visit lahh. say my japanese stuff scary then don't see lahh. block me for all i care. no balls say no balls lahh, insult me and my beloveds then make me sound like some sorta satanic asshole. GO TO HELL. ... no, i don't eat bat's head's either so SHUDDAP. i have heard comments that my blog is scary from several other classmates... is it really? i even stopped using dark blogskins liaoz and changed to tofu. ... tofu scary? ... dammit. i'm not going to change for anyone anymore. i live for myself.
i live for myself... -pauline @ 15:59
tsch. my tan from 2 consecutive camps are finally starting to show. dammit. at this rate i'll be joining the manbas and my dreams of lolita-ing will be shattered. no more camps for me...
@ 01:47
shimatta~! ^^||| i zhaore le dashi lerrs. apparently someone wanna skin me alive and dip me in hot oil. WAIT. that's my original idea. for my personal usage only. ... okay lah, sorry lor, i like to shoot my 'mouth' off when i'm blogging since i'm always holding back. you happy, i let you punch me once lor, wait, ViRTUALLY. xDDD gotcha. let's keep things virtual. when in reality, nothing ever happened. ... ... ... sorry lor, my 'black side' shows when i blog and things get out of hand, not happy i welcome you to curse me kick my butt, in my face. you hint hint, quite obvious ler. then again, could be jsut me being paranoid. ahahahahaha. i hope so. last thing i need is a powerful character like ** shooting me with their POWER RAYS and zapping me into ashes... if you are hereby offended then i hereby apologize -bow- gomennasai- but i will not promise that no more crap will appear.
sigh. sometimes it's nice knowing there are people out there reading your crap and yet sometimes, it's nicer that you blog is something you read by yourself so you have no fear of anyone disliking your crapping. WHAT AM i GOiNG TO DO? -head hits desk- -head bangs wall- imma doomed...
@ 01:07
Sunday, 29 March 2009
FCUK. i haven't done any of my homework yet. ms Shining~ yorokon desu~ hahaha. maths, i've been copying off her for quite a while lerr. i am damn der sorry but my maths really chiat lat, will die one. if i try to do, i'll just get fustrated and tear the whole crap up. ^^||| last week i attempted to do me oral presentation and failed terribly. all i could say was 'good after ms yue and fellow classmates...' and i thought i could manage. fwuuuk. it's a lot assier then i thought it would be. what am i to do? i will have to say it sooner or later. ms yue is sure to tie me down and make me say it. AHHHHH. tasukete kudasai~ MANA SAMA. i wish i had Mana sama's grace and poise and air of superiority. ne? did you know that blogger's spellcheck actually will correct your 'fucks' too? xDDD seems funny to me.
actually there are some more i wanna watch but have yet to find time to start or even continue... i am a failure at being a pro otaku who can juggle her hectic schedule and her obsessions all at once. TTT^TTT
u_u||| <-- 失敗 @ 23:29
Friday, 27 March 2009
once again it's the PEACE by Morning Musume. i think i really like the song but i prefer Nakai version. perhaps it's my dislike for high-pitched shrill girl voices since mine isn't so...
and yes imma back from camp-fuck-fuck. missed me my dear spawns? xDDD DEMON KiNG has come back from HELL and is going to continue wrecking havoc.
camp fuck fuck was AMAZINGLY fucky with the toilet river and the ever sandy land. i could've died there. little brat asked me 'do you like japanese?' again. this time in english and twice. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT ME TO ANSWER THAT? 'hai. nihon-jin no daisuki =)' and smile sweetly like some infatuated fool? ... according to my policy against unknown people i shouldn't be doing that.
atta ** if you know who i mean, ne, if my blog's content of japanese is scary you might's well switch off your com because this is what i like and even if you cry to your mummy begging her to get me to close down me blog and delete all trace of it, I WON'T.
sigh, eating dinner now, home's the best doncha all agree? ... yesterday i pro lor, go agree to accompany tengteng and jump pole. nearly shat in my pants and she bluff me the bar thing very near. now my arm muscle pull dao, pain like CRAPiOLi. ... sea rafting i nearly puked also. -bleukkkk.- then some asses kept spraying water. how old ler still do such crap. next time you try such i will whack your heads then smack your assess then shove my oar down your throat. pauline sama did not give order for water war, thou shall not commit such. DAMN YOU TO HELL LAHHH.
strange how sometimes when the plane sounds are exceptionally loud i feel like it's some sorta air raid. maybe i was a victime of world war 2 in my past life. xDDD
TADAii MA @ 18:14
Wednesday, 25 March 2009
the above images are of Gackt, in the military uniform and Hyde, in the blood stained wedding dress. it seems they performed together at a halloween concert thing. gosh i wish i could see it. no footage of it found either. Hyde san looks very attractive in women's clothing ne? >.<
can't remember his name but he acted in hana kimi. shuai der lor.
have been watching the i think was, Gackt platinum box 5? just now and they were wearing uniforms. damn cuuutes. Gackt sama BANZAi~!
Psycho le Cemu. i miss them. maybe if i'm not lazy, i'll go download their songs again. they're all in the old laptop. REMEMBERANCE was definitely one of my fav. songs.
shit be with you, and also with that fwuuuking asshole who arranged all these dumbass activities. i still have shit-load more work to do and yet i have to attend camp. crappy ass you tell me. i pro. about 9pm wake up until now never sleep. i'll go take a shower later. =)
no longer the era where only girls look smexalicious in uniforms... @ 03:12
Monday, 23 March 2009
love this song~.
this is the original performance of 'the peace', by morning musume. i think nakai did a better job though xDDD
pauline's 'shell: guai kia who does all her homework and damn scared of kenna scolding. pauline's inner soul: will kill at the slightest rage, copies all maths homework, curses mercilessly as you spit at me.
truth: she is the DEMON KiNG from hell. xDDD beware my my great fury. -blue flames emit-
and yes, i DO NOT LiSTEN TO HiP HOP and have no 'dancing cells' within me. my 'dance' is adapted from Mana sama. that's the only way i can move. comecome, gimme some jrock, i wiggle the 'Mana' way for you to see.
oh FCUK. camp is like the fwuking day after tomorrow. last thing me wanna to happen. someone oughtta burn the place down or get it washed away by a tsunami. i'm tired...
you don't realize it. xDDD @ 22:02
Sunday, 22 March 2009
something damn sweet made by dear bernice sama to help me in my DAMNED MATHS. xDDD sankyuu.
so sweetness~ @ 17:39
Saturday, 21 March 2009
WHAT DAR -beep- -beepbeep- -beep-. next week fcuking camp again. ME WANN DiE DiE DiE liaoz. SHiNu. ya getit? ... me go so many camp-fcuk-a-lot. you all don't die also i will die. see, see, over-camping cause obscene language anda no fwukarr can do anythin' about it~ MWUAHAHAHAHAHA. dammit. this time they better not make us eat shit again sio. if not, ME WiLL DiE if not, i will SATSUGAi SEYO~ i will do a headshot for all those asses causing my utmost misery. your spillage of blood is the only way to atone for your sins. MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. -DARK pauline has been summoned from HELL- diediediediediediedie.
@ 16:10
Friday, 20 March 2009
@ta sec 1 brats. next time you wanna someone to make your milo for breakfast, BRiNG YOUR MAiD ya dumbass.
@ 23:10
pauline is hereby released from CAMP CUCKOO and is a free man. seebey beysong some ASSHOLE named something like a fusion between a pine tree and da hole on your ass. xDDD
all dar siao zhar bors and siao dar bors. . . piss me off the whole camp. this camp very relaxed for you, sure, you're the ones giving the orders. had i known i keep my cash, they keep their spit and effort. kappuii lehx. 'anybody think we very fierce just say.' 'you know, you all are hypocrites, say we very fierce behind our backs then in front of us say we're not.' KAPPUii. say liao bushi kenna zhong more your spit. siao eh. some people keep flirting, some people keep gossiping, this camp is a mess and it's not my fault. don't even have enough resources to hold a proper outdoor cooking session still our fault. KAPPUii. sure lah, you all xinku, slack slack slack, flirt flirt flirt then see show shake leg while we do pumping. give us orders you yourself never follow. damn it. next year i paipai kaceng go home SLEEP, dunwann pay MONEY for suffering. now hai me no time do homework, damn tired, lack of sleep, damn smelly and a truck loada soiled clothes to wash.
dammit all, amen
@ 14:36
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
guides skirt
pe shirt x3
pe shorts x3
slippers
undergarments
pen
sleeping bag
notepad
tin
mug
cutleru
cutlery*
waterbottle (with water)
towel
toiletries
flashlight
clothrags
socks and extra shoes
noodles in packet
THE END
stuff i needa bring. thought i'd put it here in case i need it to double check since i can't keep getting benisu sama to recite it to me. she gonna fire missiles at me xDDD
CAMP LiST @ 15:40
dork can become king rocker metalist. xDDD
me wann watch da movie.
detroit metal city is about a person with dual personalities. on stage, he's king metalist, offstage, he's shy mushroom headed kid. me wanna watch but rated 16. how? anybody got a year to lend me? oh well, just gotta wait for it to go online xDDD. i pro sio, few hours back only then realized got camp today. i deluded myself into believing it was tomorrow. oh well. still made it and i have time to spare. can you believe that strange haired kid in the first picture is the person who acted as L in Death Note? 'ren bu ke mao xiang, hai shui be ke dou liang'. understand? xDDD
@ 15:24
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
SO SHUAi~ this is a true bijin. open your eyes and take in all his beauty~ -faints-
pictures from the movie Gackt is working on now.
the movie should be coming out soon in august or september.
it will be the first ever movie i'm going to pay for to watch :D
i just finished watching 'welcome to dongmakgol'. a very nice movie nia.
The story is set in Korea during the Korean War in 1950. Soldiers from both the North and South, as well as an American pilot, find themselves in a secluded and naively idealistic village, its residents unaware of the outside world, including the war.
The movie is based on the long running play by Jang Jin.
definitely worth watching though i'm not sure if i should've bought the vcd since it's available on voeh and even youtube. oh well. personnal collection bahs. even though i know sooner or later the cd's gonna get lost and the cover's gonna get crushed.
damn bored and dunwanna do homework. dunwanna read stupid horror book too. ... lost my 'things to pack' for combined camp.
yesyes. i know. SO MANY GACKT SAMA'S PiCTURES~ too bad. my blog, my say. i really can't wait for the movie to come out, Bunraku that is.
welcome to dongmakgol @ 17:13
Monday, 16 March 2009
beloved peggy chan~ ^^
need to read chinese book then i clever lah. go pick horror book. last night read until wanna shit in my pants. so scary. then after that don't dare go toilet myself, had my sister go with me and wait for me with her back towards me. i'm such a child. ^^; yesterday i pro sio, picked out three books on japanese fashion with all three mentioning something about my Mana sama, moi meme moitie or gothic lolita. KYAAAH~ -nosebleeds- maybe i should just change another chinese book. i don't want later read at camp then start peeing in my pants xDDD. saturday had subject fest. after a certain someone's truckload of crap, went around for food and subject booths. i hope to take art as one of my subjects. i like art. my mama pro lor, go debate with teacher say art and dnt is related and should be able to take both then say what i will regret not taking dnt. it's different mama. and no, i won't regret because i know what i want. saturday i went IT show too. lol. mr boo also know got this lehhx. i didn't know till my mama tell me. and yeahh, it was damn der ... CROWDED. then bought a router which i cannot fix. damn. so complex. someone help me leh. even wiping asses is easier than that. xDDD today feels like holiday, because, it is. should i continue with that crap chinese horror book or change it and get a shark fin soup and some other food at the pasar malam? to do or not to do, that is a question -pauline. xDDD
kowai~kowai~ @ 12:18
Friday, 13 March 2009
not trying to be a sexist but boys are retarded and grow up slow. mentally i mean. they do stupid things gawd knows on purpose or not and just set your missiles. next week's combined camp. crap 'em. WATCH OUT bo-yas~ Princess Of Sexual Witch is coming. . . ahahahahaha. jkjkjk. that is not i but meee wonderful pepe chan or rather stage named peggy giggles.
here we go.
pepe chan ma sugoku kawaii~ he calls himself a shemale then so be it. and his odd sexuality makes him even more lovable rather than detestable. pepe chan, my school's got lots of dicks for you so do come by and take your pick. : D that's what you get for being a dickhead ya dickhead. LOL. loved be she. ^^ i'm sososo damn tired. should've taken my pills then perhaps i would've been in a better state today. even having slept earlier these few days, i have been feeling shitty and tired. dammit it all. i NEED MY PiLLS.
-goes get 'em-
just had 'em. smells like chocolate. strange. wonder what it tastes like. i swallow them.
FWUK. current obligations: do damn maths quiz next thurs. camp from 18 to 20. go for dnt makeup lessons on thurs [nope, not makeup as in powder and colours]. sell GAWDAMN guides tickets. dnt also have dumbass quiz to do. 216 hours minus sleeping time and shitting time and eating time and resting time and campshit time, not enough for homework time lahhhs. GiMME MORE TiME~ . . . tomorrow have subject fest then tuition. HOW CRAPPED UP CAN iT GET~?
ps: pepe chan has an obsession with boys, dicks, foreign dicks, perverts and being raped. xDDD how adorable can he get~ men with strange fetishes will be loved. provided they're bishies.
enough of your crapping you pea-brained fwukers. @ 20:23
Thursday, 12 March 2009
directed at bernice. don't be such a numbskull please?
... something's wrong. damn der wrong... did someone tell * something? otherwise why would * ask me '妳喜欢日本人?' i was shocked. i don't remember ever saying:
'NiHON-JiN NO DAiSUKi~'
then again, yeah, i pretty much love japanese culture and it's bishies. but he's a transfer student how would he know all that. someone must have planted some sorta crap into him. i'm just gonna have to beat the crap outta him then won't i? cleaning up messes is quite a chore but no choice kiddo, that's what you get for taking in all the crap others put into you. you're not some sorta crap sponge are you? the last thing i need is someone knowing about my double life as a crazy fangirl. xDDD nownow, no need to fear, i'm nice and gentle and so der won't beat the crap outta anyone, i'll just rip their asses off and make 'em wear 'em as helmets and parade about on NDP. <-- my favourite~ xDDD sigh sigh, i'll just have to rip off the mouth of that farmer who planted that crap into the poor kid's head first won't i?
@ 16:07
Wednesday, 11 March 2009
just came back quite a while ago from buffet at LAOBEiJiNG. finally my first ever proper buffet. not porridge buffet. today i got jeanne's discriptive essay of me. lol. so the weaved paper one is done from her. a lotta effort. makes me touched. second time something so heartwarming was given to me. first time was Bebe chan. she made this BOOK OF QUOTES ot motivate me. goshh. i wish i was still same class as her but too bad. i'm the KiNG OF SLACKERY and it'd be impossible for me to get into the GOOOOOD classes. walao. the buffet DAMN SHiOK SiA though i should've kept my tummy empty till then. so ding dong lehhs me. go eat spaghetti for recess then eat ice cream after school make me cannot eat my fill when i went. ... so waste. wonder when will i get to go again~ 拉面小笼包, definition: PULL/ STRETCH NOODLE SMALL DRAGON BUN?! lols.
yeahh, i'm just SO DAMN SMART. happy? @ 17:54
Tuesday, 10 March 2009
love this one xDDD
the above images are edited by yours truly~
Hikikomori: Literally means "pulling away, being confined". The term hikikomori refers not only to the sociological phenomenon but also to individuals belonging to that group. Hikikomori are people who feel uncomfortable in public and lock themselves away from society in their apartment or their parent’s home. They rarely leave their dumped down room and often kill time by playing computer games all day or watching anime and the likes. Tsundere: Tsundere is a term used to describe an often used character profile in anime and manga. Tsundere are those girls who are cold and strict at first or in public, but become all cute, shy and lovey-dovey when they are alone together.
these two words were picked out from then 'anime vocab' and i thought i'll pick 'em out because they apply quite suitably to me.
had a bad day. and NO, i'm not gonna start singing the song. ... sometimes i wish others would be more sensitive and think more of their surroundings rather than just themselves. i've always live by the 'do unto others what you want others to do unto you' policy and-
back at 6.44pm.
came back from a haircut. and where was i? and do not expect others to treat my kindness as obligation. i am so NOT obligated to be your nanny and tolerate your nonsense. you don't like being left behind then don't do it to me. just because i don't do that to you you've forgotten the feeling of lonliness and take everything for granted. i have a temper and it will flare just like anyone else's. dammit.
the lady saw my white hair and noticed my hair loss and said it was all normal. how can a hole in my scalp be normal? ...
dear *, please don't even attempt to give me a falsified punch unless you're prepare for the consequences. i'll beat the crap outta ya and show no mercy.
no mercy needed for the *. . . -pauline @ 17:37
Monday, 9 March 2009
Excellent poems by not so famous poets... found on toilet doors and walls..........
A budding poet trying his best...
Here I lie in stinky vapor, Because some bastard stole the toilet paper, Shall I lie, or shall I linger, Or shall I be forced to use my finger.
Before he graduated to be a poet, he wrote this... Here I sit Broken hearted Tried to shit But only farted
Someone who had a different experience wrote,
You're lucky You had your chance I tried to fart, And shit my pants!
Perhaps it's true that people find inspiration in toilets.
I came here To shit and stink, But all I do Is sit and think.
There are also people who come in for a different purpose...
Some come here to sit and think, Some come here to shit and stink, But I come here to scratch my balls , And read the bulls! hit on the walls...
Toilets walls also double as job adverti sement space.......
(written high upon the wall) If you can piss above this line, the Singapore Fire Department wants you.
Ministry of Environment advertisement.
We aim to please! You aim too! Please On the inside of a toilet door:
Patrons are requested to remain seated throughout the entire performance.
And finally, this should teach some a lesson... Sign seen at a restaurant:
The hands that clean these toilets also make your food...please aim properly.
tempted to use for literature presentation. . . to use or not to use, that is a question. . . xDDD
TOiLET POEMS @ 19:00
i am the fiercesome samurai who; cooks, cleans, does homework and HACK DiCKHEADS~ xDDD
came back in the rain. . . washed the house. LOL. pretty much. washing up all the dishes and mopping all the floors, like that counted hor? and on my own initiative too. rare. oh well. i guess my clean freak cells finally got fed up with the state of my house and decided to clean the * up. i sure hope a certain few people show some appreciation later. some gratitude too please. a little reward to spice it all up would be even more fantastical.
school deco. seriously, i don't wanna do it. i just wanna do what i have to and pass this year peacefully, i don't need any reward or recognitions. no choice lah when the fingers are directed at you. just do it quietly without grumbles so that i can pass this week peacefully. and damn you YX, so arrogant, who da * do you think you are, dismissing me with a flick of your hand. you ain't no my king kkaes? only Mana sama can do that to me. if i weren't busy with my guai kia act i would've pounded your flabs into mince meat ya get it? dammit. don't push my buttons.
a secret revealed to all readers: my 'kan chiong and damn der shit guai' appearance and everything is all an act. i don't want trouble and i don't want hassle so this mask is for the sake of my peaceful days. don't make me unmask it all because you'll pay hell for it. it's gonna hurt you more than it hurts me. you would beg for death.
endless rain. . . xDDD all this crap rain reminded me of the FANTASTiCAL song ENDLESS RAiN by X JAPAN which i've been obsessed with since yesterday.
just finished washing up the house. . . @ 17:29
Sunday, 8 March 2009
endless rain - X JAPAN
crucify my love - X JAPAN
am watching 'North Country' now, a movie about some sexual scandal. damn those * *. how dare they do this to women kind. if there were such * around me i would kill them all and hang their corpses by their proud little *. women deserve the same amount of freagin' respect. you don't wanna give it then i'll squeeze it outta ya. *SEXiST MODE YEAHH~*
X JAPAN is AWESOMENESS~ so now i am hooked to the godfather of japan metal. the two songs above are DAMN beautiful and you should so DAMN listen to them. check out the lyrics for endless rain, damn moving.
nevermind, i 好人做到底, here you go:
I'M WALKING IN THE RAIN yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi karamitsuku koori no zawameki koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo UNTIL I CAN FORGET YOUR LOVE
nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu mai agaru ai o odorasete furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu I KEEP MY LOVE FOR YOU TO MYSELF
* ENDLESS RAIN, FALL ON MY HEART kokoro no kizu ni LET ME FORGET ALL OF THE HATE, ALL OF THE SADNESS
Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me You're just an illusion... When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep I'm a rose blooming in the desert
IT'S A DREAM, I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU madoromi dakishimete
[* repeat]
I AWAKE FROM MY DREAM I CAN'T FIND MY WAY WITHOUT YOU
[guitar solo]
THE DREAM IS OVER koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo takasugiru hai iro no kabe wasugi satta hi no omoi o yume ni utsusu UNTIL I CAN FORGET YOUR LOVE
[* repeat]
ENDLESS RAIN, LET ME STAY EVER MORE IN YOUR HEART LET MY HEART TAKE IN YOUR TEARS, TAKE IN YOUR MEMORIES
* ENDLESS RAIN, FALL ON MY HEART kokoro no kizu ni LET ME FORGET ALL OF THE HATE, ALL OF THE SADNESS
@ 23:56
Saturday, 7 March 2009
damn. i did a question wrongly, no need for the dramatic no right? don't you go feeding my urge of breaking your feeble bones in half okay?
since young, i've always had an obsession for pinching my younger siblings because of their tender flesh. sometimes i even wanna btie 'em. seeing animals too sometimes cause the urge. i'm guessing i was some sorta beast, a lion, tiger or something in my past life. xDDD
'Nooo~' @ 17:52
Friday, 6 March 2009
forgot to post this up the last time. this is the credits/ending bit for the M10M minigame >.<
so hooked on bijins i ended up drawing loads of them xDDD some of them look like girls or have girlish hairstyles, even i am pretty much gender-confused for them. oh well. i love 'em all still~ a rare heavy-topped bijin on the far left. her face looks kiddish though. . . xDDD
here's MORE
this is my rough sketch for my mask. pretty much based off Mana sama's look for Merveilles concert. with slight modifications.
i remember there was a time when i was younger i could only draw girls now i'm better at guys xDDD
changed my blog link to 'BUTABARA' meaning 'pork belly' in japanese or 'buta', pig 'bara', rose. depending on my mood i see it as different meanings. all depends. and so my verdict of the true purposed of sports day, to get a bad tan and shrivel up under the sun's merciless rays.
BUTABARA @ 21:03
Thursday, 5 March 2009
tsch~ i'm sorry i'm not some talkative bitchhead ya big bitchhead now shut your trap and quit taunting me before i bite off ya scummy lil head. damnit. 'boys will be boys...' how true, boys will be scummy, annoying, bratty and brainlessly childish and infuriating. ncc land, try that again and i'll have you all castrated! MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ the return of the castration obsessed sexist pauline~ xDDDDD sports day. only thing to look forward is being able to return early and no cca.
have to say: nepalese ncc land kid is dumb, i mean real dumb, he put this normal red rubber band around his shoulders and of course it would snap and he was like 'ouchhh' and stuff, i wonder if he really is retarded, seems so according to docter pauline.
dude, i CAN TALK YOU DUMBASS~! @ 19:36
supposed to revise maths for test tomorrow especially since factorisation and what was that again i haven't been listening to the lessons. oh well. ended up watch a handful of SMAP videos of Nakai and Shingo. so funny. for the video above the swan thing was funny xDDD
@ 01:39
Tuesday, 3 March 2009
this is the M10M pc extras games i downloaded. shuuper cute and kinda fun. there's a clock, mascot and calender too. a must download for Mana sama fans.
finally got about finish clearing the computer system's memory. hopefully there's an improvement and all that effort wasn't wasted. i would die if it were so.
this morning on my way to school lots of thoughts ran through my mind even though i can't quite seem to remember just what went through my mind then. something about just forgetting everything and running away i believe. what romantic dreams i have. . .
my blogger account the memory about 75% used up liaoz. maybe i'll do up a new blog soon. maybe. but this blog kinda holds memories for me so i'll just use it till there's no more memory and make a new one. memories shouldn't be thrown away so easily after all.
@ 23:28
Monday, 2 March 2009
JRR: Have you ever travelled to Europe or another Asian country?
Kaya: Yes I have. I have been to France, Switzerland, Austria, Germany, Singapore, Korea, and Australia. I would really like to go to Finland.
WHOOHOO~ Kaya san has been to Singpore~ awww. i wish i could've ran into him or something. *sobs* kusooBABA. why do i have to do a compo. . . can't think of anything. how do you write an essay about school bullying in chinese? do in english then use translator to translate then edit? good idea.
finally done. probably pretty crappy but better than a blank sheet of crap so be grateful i even bothered to do it. i cannot understand how that asshole managed to get such good grades while slacking his ass off. damn him to hell, amen.
oyasuminnasai~
@ 23:02
Sunday, 1 March 2009
i am tired. . .i found out i am anaemic - lack of blood. heckk. have to write speech, order cookies, design mask. . . just now i got into a fight with my brother over a cup of yoghurt. 'THAT'S CRAZY' yes, it is. too bad. i asked for peach flavour first and few minutes later he wanted it. no one EVER snatches my stuff. flared up and i turned the entire table over spilling all the yoghurt. pains me really after that, not because benjamin didn't get to eat the yoghurt, more of because i wasted $1++ worth of yoghurt. after that i had to clean up too. damn it. this is as petty as i can be =D . . .
now i have a fellow fan of Mana sama. yays. now huirong has been 'Mana-fied'. glad she realises his beauty and charm and all things nice. now i will have to educate her least she kenna flamed by other pro fangirls. xDDD
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