ViSUAL KEi <3

Saturday, 28 February 2009

this is epic. the MANA lisa~

izam madonna~

chibi-fied attempts of my stupidity. XD

samurai san~

left: vampire san to ningyo chan. right: unknown lady. . .

customized traditional japanese clothing. kimono, yukata and hakama. yukata's my fav. love the platforms too. seems really professionally designed ^^ -proud-

loving sibling/couple? and a samurai san.

chef by my didi~ xDDD

dumdeedumdumdum. . . ==; ==; ==; hmm. . . ahh. . . lost for words. . .
afternoon, almost late for tuition, couldn't find class, went toilet during class then lost my way back. kenna directed by the teacher ic twice. . . embarressing. . . what happened to my sense of direction? faulty. . . out of order. . . oh well. on my way to presbo high {the tution place], i saw this chubby boy from my tuition class and was like, heckk, same as me [time], then he was walking ahead of me and i'm like, you shall not overtake yours truly and sped up. lol. fancy that. halfway through i lost him then lost myself in the damn huge presbo high [WTF: why must be so big?].
on my way back, i don't know why but i didn't bother to check the side thing where they show where the train goes and just boarded the wrong side after some girl. dumbo me. then i saw this lake kinda place and was like, wow, never see before, nicenice. then i realised, i couldn't have taken the wrong train right? i mean, i didn't even check the side thing? just nice, reached khatib, got my ass off the train and took the right one. finally back in good old toa payoh i saw this strange guy standing by those big poster things with light in 'em and mining for gold [ewww] and i heard him say 'awwwww'. make me wanna puke. awww, why don't you stop mining and start scramming ya lil NOSE DiGGER. finally back home then went for laksa at block 79. nothing beats a good meal.
recently i realised i've been snacking so much and not drinking water. i am and EXPERT at giving myself no reasons to eat. sighh. like my lil pouch isn't big enough. well, as long as i'm happy i guess? ^^

'pity is meant for others, not for youself. . .' -pauline @ 22:56

Thursday, 26 February 2009

this nun is sososo subarashi~

i would say this is Mana sama from pv, Le Ciel - pretty song, makes me wanna cry.

supposed to be some sorta visual kei band kinda image i made up.

apparently my definition of doppleganger is still wrong according to benisu sama. . . ==;

some sorta japanese noble [left] and an oc shinigami? [right]

i am displeased with the barbaric behaviour of my 'classmates'. it is embarressing to even be in the same class as them. why can't they behave their age? . . . because they're idiots duhh. all those sex-crazed dickheads. i would assume they're supposed to be way past the age where they are interested in their body parts. would seem NOT. brats grow up slowly don't they.

lesson of the day:
t: what do we call an animal who continues making noise and doing retarded things even when punished?
c: ASB~ teacher~!
t: very good class. and what does that stand for?
c: Attention Seeking Bastard~!!!

nownow, is that not true? annoying brat. . . lil dickheads, don't you dare anger me. one day i might explode all over you and make you pray for hell. obviously some people need their bottoms smacked eh?

@ 01:47

Friday, 20 February 2009

it was kinda fun today being able to strut our stuff today, i think. oh well. heck, tomorrow must wear again and that hell of a boot is gonna be on my foot. it's painfully uncomfortable.

crap, during mother tongue lesson it was pointed out that my language ability is
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so far behind the rest. in time, i'll be
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this much further behind. hey thanks mdm zhong for putting me down and hinting for me to drop but i WON'T. i dunwann. . .

@ 20:24

Thursday, 19 February 2009

soon i'll have to delete this crap of a blog and make a new one. memory EXPLODiNG~

比利时
LOL.LOL.LOL
fine. im crap random and dumb, so be it but YOU of all crap don't have to agree on anything because i don't need your opinion. apparently i found a bijin somewhere. kyaah. his gentle shy smile makes me go dokidoki. hopefully he's as gentlemanly as he seems and doesn't sing obscene stuff on a daily basis. i wonder if he shares similar interests as me. nope, not the same kinda men but other stuff like jrock and visual kei. 2nd bijin spotted in singapore ^^.

whoopee. tomorrow will get to wear guides u all day. hardly get to wear as compared to other UGs so damndamndeedamn excited. saturday no limpangsai to stare at so spending time listening to crap is pretty much a better plight for me. FTW am i talking about now. oh well.

hell true.

Parents' Guide to Jrock

1.] Don't worry, your kid probably isn't gay, even though the pics hanging next to their bed looks like girls.

2.] Don't get your kid an English CD for their birthday or any other gift giving holiday, they probably won't like it.

3.] When they show you a pic of their favorite singer, don't instantly assume that it's a girl, it probably isn't.

4.] If you walk into the room while they are on the computer and they minimize the window instantly, don't be offended, it's probably for your own protection.

5.] Don't be surprised if their total clothing and make-up style changes

6.] If they start speaking a language that is almost English, but not quite, don't worry. Its called "Engrish". You'll get used to it.

7.] Don't insult their favorite J-Rockers.

8.] When they start talking about Lucifer, they aren't worshiping Satan.

9.] Buy more ink jet cartridges for the printer, the more pics the fan has, the happier they will be.

10.] Don't be surprised when you can no longer talk to your child about anything except Japan.

11.] Be prepared to learn more than you ever had, about something you never wanted to know about.

12.] A man in a dress is sexy, no matter what you say, nothing can change that.

13.] Don't correct them when they spell the name "hide" with a lower case h, that's how it's done.

14.] When they collect scrap fabrics to make plushies, don't worry, they aren't practicing voodoo.

15.] It doesn't matter that they don't know what the singers are saying, don't bother arguing about it.

16.] J-Rock isn't a phase and they won't grow out of it

@ 20:42

Monday, 16 February 2009

get it? i'm just an iNNOCENT TEEN - ViDOLL

crap am i burdened. i feel tired and weary like an old lady. one thing i'm looking forward to is friday and saturday where i'll get to wear my guide's U. yays. it's in one year how often do i even get to wear it? another would be no crapface ms lim to look at this saturday. fancy that, 'pauline, your maths. . . your maths is. . . not very good. you should stay back after lessons.' CRAP. my maths is not good that's why i'm even in a hell of a place like that. and no, i'm not staying back after tuition to be crapped at by you. suddenly i'm feeling the stress caused by school. homework is getting burdensome and i'm starting to lose track of ms yue's crapping. heck, pauline - slacker mode is being turned on. starting to not wanna care about anything. i just wanna rest heck kkays? =.= pauline's favourite word: CRAP. ^^ just realised i used it like. . . 4- no 5 times liao~ *thinks hard* maybe my slogan should be, pauline; just crap it all out. LOL XDDD. =.= homework, no motivation to do. do i have permission from myself to slack off and copy it off someone else tomorrow? hell yeahh. go ahead pauline~

random crap of the day;
BENiSU DELA'CRUZZZ~
DAiSUKi DAYO~ *winks and blows kiss* LOL XDDD she gonna humtum me if she sees this.

@ 23:49

Wednesday, 11 February 2009

The Dog --Fengshui Chinese Zodiac Symbols

Year of the Dog : 2018, 2006, 1994, 1982, 1970, 1958, 1946, 1934, 1922, 1910. Note: The Chinese New Year may begin at January or February. If you were born at January or February, you may need to refer to the Year in Chinese Lunar Calendar. Click for Chinese New Year's Day in every year.

Happy (Niu) Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai (May You be Happy, May You be Wealthy)!

A Suitable "Animal" is Perfect as a Partner, Coworker, or Married with you. The Dog will get along WELL with the Horse and the Tiger, but have to AVOID the Dragon!

Other Fengshui symbols for a Dog: fruit;

Advantages of Dog people: Honest, intelligent, generous, loyal, faithful, dedicated, faultfinder, a good secret-keeper, caretakers, excellent in business, fine traits, reliable, always trying to do best, helpful, renowned for justice.

Disadvantages of Dog people: Selfish, eccentric, obstinate, coldness toward social affairs, aloofness, detest small tasks, too stubborn, introverted, cynical, worry too much, sharp tongue, too fault finding and sarcastic.

Dog people in the Ox year (1/26/2009-2/13/2010): This is an ill lucky year. It's not a good year for business. There may be problems in your health and house. You may feel along and need friends' help. Good luck rate among 12 animals: #8. Click for ALL Dog items.

Fengshui Zodiac Items in the Ox year (1/26/2009-2/13/2010) for the Dog:

For Male: Hematite Black Turtle Charm, Hematite Chinese Happiness Charm, Black Leave Charm and All Black Jade

For Female: Wood Treasure Gourd, Green Jade Rabbit , Green Jade Tiger

For Both: All Rabbit items, All Tiger items. This year is the opposite year (Fan Tai Sui) for the Dog people. Qui Dragon (Chinese Holy Animal), Jade Bagua and jade Treasure Gourd may help you.

@ 22:37

yay~ finally did this thing and WTF am i a he? i did state female ya know~

Pauline uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Pauline does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Pauline will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Pauline is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Pauline doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Pauline will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Pauline's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Pauline slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Pauline can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Pauline's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Pauline that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Pauline also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Pauline is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Pauline's self-concept is artificially low. Pauline will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Pauline to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Pauline is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Pauline is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.

Pauline is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Pauline 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment. [it has never been a priority.]

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Pauline has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Pauline fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Pauline has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life.

The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Pauline seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action.

Pauline seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Pauline on a team, because Pauline will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Pauline if he is not careful.

@ 22:19

Tuesday, 10 February 2009

don't ever go to suntec for the PORRiDGE BUFFET. it's dumb. the whole idea itself is dumb. it's $10 too. there's some kway chap and stuff with some dessert and bits of other stuff but i tell you, it's not worth the money, neither is the quality of the food. badly done. hell am i going there again. best part of it was going to mr cosplay's otaku house. bought a nice ouran high solar keychain which goes on and off.

total defence day was a smashh~ REALLY COOL my ass. ms yue just had to crap so much which made me sososo damn hungry then when the food finally came, 'HEY. i din know we were havin' crap for recess~.' the rice was packed in this crappy looking package and was freakin' hard. the rice smelled like dog food and the rice tasted like cat food. damn that's gross. couldn't take another bite so down the bin it went. dessert looked nice or at least that's what many especially yongxiang made it to be. maybe i should've tried that. after school went home straight only to enjoy a 'pleasant' porridge buffet.

i WANNA COSPLAY~!
i wanna do ukitake~ ^^ then again i wouldn't mind other samurai characters like souji okita~

WARNiNG - CRAP BUFFET @ 23:08

Sunday, 8 February 2009

For people that hate stereotypes: If you think people should just shut up and stop, put this on your profile/journal/blog and emphasize the ones that apply to you.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.*
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE so I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I must be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep
I'm SCOTTISH so I MUST have ginger hair and wear a skirts
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth. [except for Mana sama and a handful of other ikemen~]
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I CHAT, I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion.
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching band/military band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake
I DON’T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems
I like FIRE so I must be an arsonist.

got this from bernice. goshh, my eyes hurt from all those words. @ 15:26

Saturday, 7 February 2009

after the seemingly worthless tuition at presbo high i dashed home to find me company to got central with me which ended up in a violent outbreak. i know i can be oh so selfish and childish and barbaric but can't help it, this is what i am. ended up going myself. well, it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E. i was like less then a 100m away from kenn senpai and all. omgoshh, if i weren't alone i would've been moshing away and then finally stalking kenn senpai home~ >.< lesson: if you have to do something stupid, do it with a friend, helps make you seem less of some psychomania and more of an overly-enthu kid or so i suppose. (^O^)

@ 20:18

Friday, 6 February 2009

the shuai ge in the middle is one of the few masculine characters i've done

GAWD. finally home. spartan training i tell you. guides, that's what i'm talking about. having us foot drill so much then tell us we have so many so many mistakes. a more effective way of helping us learn is tell us specifically. we can't see ourselves and don't know it. thenthenthen, we didn't bring guides book and song book aka compulsory items and ms huemin had us pump 50 times which in the end i didn't complete for a GOOD REASON. they had us pump to 17++ then say we weren't doing proper pumping and had us restart. i WAS doing proper pumping so having me do it twice will obiviously be quite a strain. then what, 'set good example for the sec 1s' when they aren't even setting one for us. they don't bring the 'compulsory items' and wear ankle socks and so on, what do they expect us to learn. leaders are supposed to do double the pumpings according to the 'guide spot check system' so if we have to do 50 they shoudl do 100.

tomorrow there's tuition and after that is *squeals*

ETHE'REAL'S SPECiAL PERFORMANCE @ TOA PAYOH HDB HUB, 6P.M.

those interested to come down to support them too~

@ 19:24

Tuesday, 3 February 2009

it's so late already and i've just finished the bit of homework i had. i think. eating supper now -guilty- oh well, life, it's meant to be lived happy and without regrets no? what's the point of being all skin and bones just to be the envy of all else only to die regretting you didn't get to eat that piping hot fishball soup. it's tragic i tell you what girls do to themselves. oh well, none of my bs i guess. maybe i should learn music. so that i can write music in future. can't be a guitarist there's always other roles to play in the music industry.

@ 23:45

Monday, 2 February 2009

whoopee~ Gackt's pv out but i doubt it is the regular ver. look, there's so many caucasian robopeeps that look like scenes cut out from some movie. we want Gackt not them. hope the regular one's coming out soon. 7.30am, gotta go soon. TT^TT

@ 07:26

Sunday, 1 February 2009

zomg, gackt sama can dance. lol. usually it was just his unique dance which was just some smexy swaying and stuff but this time it's for real. roboGackt is defintely LOVED.

freaked out, and for a very good reason. it appears that my mother had read one of my hand-written blog post.uh-oh. no too comfortable with the fact that the post was written after being badly scolded by her. hmm, what are her thoughts. idk. well let's leave secrets as it is.

@ 21:49

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