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Mana sama
gothic & lolita
manga & anime ikemen~

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pigeons...

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-MAC
-lots of vkei posters
-own room
-work in the creative industry (fashion, music, hair & makeup, manga, writer...)
-MANA SAMA~!
-migrate to japan
-EGA & EGL platforms
-closet full of moi meme moitie's, sex pot revenge and etc.
-find my place on earth otherwise go back to saturn with my hubby
-entire collection of junjou romantica~! EEEK! ecchi~

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whoopee~ the countdown party at vivo has started. what i look forward to most is ethe'real and lucify >.< i think i really like guy's with long hair~ nope. not hippies. Kami had long hair, sososo long. sigh, i miss him. drummers seem to be the more joyful ones in a band like kai from the gazette and nao from alice nine. well, not so much for ethe'real. jun looks kinda... emo-ish. =X he's gonna KiLL me if he was to know i said this.

i wanna watch Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea...

i was going to support the nonya team but since ethe'real's on the flower team which i don't even watch, i'll support them hohohohoho...

@ 22:31

it's the SOUji OKiTA CRAZE~!

but it seems he's been taken by mr. hijikata. damn you hijikata~ SOUji OKiTA'S MiNE >.<>.< *cuddles Mana sama* been drawing a lot of traditional japanese attired characters rencently. mostly bishounens. drawing girls have become quite a chore for me now... sigh~ Okita sama is just shoooo CUUTE >.<>.< somewhere in the 1800s... scaryy~ oh well, the one i love is the anime really, not so much of the real guy.

@ 02:40

@ 22:39

kept forgeting to post it, wanted to do it earlier but now's still not too late isn't it?

this is a beautiful song i wanted to dedicate to all my beloveds~ merry x'mas yet again, this time with a gift ^^

December Love Song @ 17:40

bleach fanfic by bernice and pauline senpai~! enjoy. btw: here's the profile of my OC:

Name: Rei Miyagi
Age: 23
Height: 175cm
Weight: 55kg
Blood Type: AB
Squad: 7th Division
Likes: sweets, stuffed animals, cute stuff, spring, honey melons, sparring...
Dislikes: mean people, being woken up from his sleep [he's blood type AB >.<] bernice 小狼 says:

Frank talk!! with the 3rd division lieutenant, Kira Izuru
The 6th division, huh...? Their captain seems well, I'm a little jealous. It's a good place, isn't it, the 6th division. And there's a captain, too. And Abarai-kun... We have good memories together, he's a really good guy. Not that bright, though.

about time i change my blogskin don't you think? ... school's starting soon too. dang. depressed.

BLEACH FANFiC @ 17:17

just had a candle lit fiesta with y siblings a while ago~! kinda fun ahving almost burnt down the house. WARNING: DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME...

@ 02:23

MERRY X'MAS~! hohohohoho... @ 14:22

lol. bored so came up with this 'musique box' where i introduce or rather really just post for myself to see what i've been listening to and hooked to.

first up is LEECH by the GazettE. it's pretty much their latest PV and single or was it album which was released a while back:

for those who think Ruki lip-synced, well, i'm not sure if i'm going to side with you, ruki sama doesn't have to lip-sync, he's just that awesome and probably the video was just lagging or something. please ignore the overly colourful girls at the beginning too.

here we go, CROSS GAME by Alice Nine. the ending song for, was it digimon? it's not the digimon we have here in singapore, i believe it the latest season of it. digimon and Alice Nine, hard to imagine them together... whatever, the song's awesome and that's all that matters.


third on the list [not really accordinly] is KARMA by Bump of the Chicken. don't ask me why it's 'bump of the chicken', it's their band's name, what can i do? the song's LOVED and that's that. it's the theme song of Tales of Abyss the anime which i am currently watching now too.


now we have Jesus by Gackt sama~ wonderful song, hardcore but pretty as usual. tune sounds familiar but whatever, it's GOOD. this was released just a short while ago and i heard that he's about to release another album, 'Ghost' soon somewhere in january. seriously, where does he get his inspirations from.


now it's Deus Ex Machina by Moi Dix Mois, not a new song but a favourite. anything related to Mana sama is LOVED.


that's all for now though i really wanted to introduce pigstar too~ next time then. ne, i heard from phoebe that ms tan left the school... reasons? not found yet but the great detective p a u l i n e s a m a shall figure it out next year upon her return to school. geez, so many obligations even during the holidays... =.= fed up...

p a u l i n e's MUSiQUE BOX~! @ 00:38

it's the 19th of december... in a blink of an eye school will be reopened. my anticipation for school has also worn off. sigh~ now my schedule's a bit strange, i wake up at about 5am and sleep somewhere in the evening. perhaps this schedule is good and i should keep it up even during school days. ... anyway, all the drama and anime i want to watch is pretty much available on the internet. right, i forgot, my mum's gonna terminate the internet somewhere next year... *emos* oh well... inevitable. i've also resumed my knitting too. i think i stopped maybe about 2 years ago. i knit and watch anime at the same time and i've done quite a bit. Ossu~ i'm going to continue my tales of abyss, tatta hitotsu no koi and absolute boyfriend + knitting. right, bernice's birthday should be nearing soon. i don't know the date. i should ask her today and try to think up a suprise. the thought that her birthday's already over scares me...

@ 05:19

the weather has been really cold these few days. if this keeps up, we could jolly well expect snow in a few years time. finished fruits basket, started on hellsing. fruits basket was pretty touching and all and can be related to our daily lives and stuff but i must comment, yuki's voice is too much of a girl! he could sound less masculine and all but having a female voice actor is a bit too much. when yuki speaks with tohru, it becomes almost impossible for me to imagine them as a couple, sounds more like a lesbian relationship. >.<>Zzz~

@ 10:29

over multiple incidents, i realise there's pretty much nothing else that irritates me more than being lied to and betrayed. especially by one you love and trust... i realised too why i like and enjoy drawing so much, it's somewhere where i vent my emotions onto, where i let my happiness leak all over... things i like and want but cannot have, i draw them out too... been watching fruits basket, the only manga which i've read every single book. it's really nice and many times i find myself relating to it. it gets me all emotional too but it all ends up shattered when my mother yells at me out of the blue ruining the atmosphere. if there's something i kinda found stereotyped in animes and manga that would be the female lead usually ends up being with the 'pauper' rather than the seemingly perfect 'prince'. i'm predicting that for vampire knight guilty, yuuki's ending up with zero... but still yuuki to kaname [brother to sister romance] is pretty romantic. sigh~ getting pissed off with the fact that kyou kara maou's episode aren't coming out. the chinese subbed ones have already reached episode 30 and yet it's been stuck at 26 for the english subbed ones. there's pretty much no way i could do with the chinese ones, i need to pause the whole scene so that i can slowly make out the subs and many a times i find words i can't read... pathetic...

i hate being lied to... i'll kill you if you do. @ 00:55

now, as you can see, i'm blogging. like, DUH. lately hooked back onto drawing, rubber dust all over the place, idea, imagination, spilling all over the table... currently watching the twelve kingdoms after i finished the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya and mononoke all in yesterday. mononoke was suprisingly good. now we know why our lovely berNiCE loved mr medicine seller so much. what an ikemen >.<

list of animes i am following now:
earl and fairy
toradora
skip beat
nodame cantabile: paris hen
vampire knight guilty
kuroshitsuji
junjou romantica season 2
kyou kara maou
the twelve kingdoms

dramas and etc. i'm following now:
happy boys - lost interest
gokusen III - got bored, might continue it
cartoon kat tun
tatta hitotsu no koi - a full flegded only romance drama is a bit too dull for me but may continue if i feel like it

watching the twelve kingdoms make me wanna go to some other world even more. always had this fantasy when i was younger and now so too. goshh, last time i wanted to become kagome so that i could to the feudal era, fight monsters, wield weapons and be with ikemen inuyasha~ hopefully one day soon i'll get swept away by an ikemen during some dull part of my life [like @ school and home] and go to some other world.

au revoir people of this dull and boring world, i'm off to another world~!

@ 06:36

whoohoo~ 8.43am and i'm still awake~ told you i'm nocturnal. new pv i found of sug's. after finding out what the pv was trying to say i appreciated the pv and the song a lot more. do watch. it's about this couple where there are two cups of drink. one's blue and one's red, one of them is poison which means one of them will have to die so they mixed the drink to become a purple one and they both die. so romantic~ to be able to find a person who is willing to die together with you is like finding a flower which blooms only once in a millennium. i hope i find such a person, not only is he willing to die for me but so am i willing to die for him. pure love, barely exists in this tainted society anymore where material needs have overtaken every other thing.

ps: btw, check out takeru kun's legs~ kyaaah~ sexy takeru kun. ^^ *hentai mode*

@ 08:44

today or rather yesterday, for the first time in my life since birth till now, i've tried working. where? macdonald's. ne, well i'm not really hired yet but it was my orientation today and i earned $12 after working for four hours. well, i was supposed to start at 4pm but ended up with 5pm since i changed back to home clothes then had to run home to get my guides black shoes. why? because it is required that crews were to wear black shoes. it really was my mother's idea. she dragged me out of bed and all the way to macdonald's then forced me to fill out the form then had my orientation scheduled within a few hours time. oh well. it was kinda fun and interesting but having to stand all day and waiting for trays to be collected then cleaning up after people's asses is pretty tiring ne~? well, my legs are still sore. finally getting my hard earned money and meal, FiLLET O FiSH, i kinda learnt to appreciate the value of money more, not that i've never treasured it at all before, seriously, compared to other rich and pampered kids who still need their mamas to wipe their asses. so, for the next three days i'll be waiting for their phone call which will be to notify me that i'm hired. but if i don't get the call, it just means i don't get the job. hopefully i get the job and i can earn some pocket money and show my worth.

first working experience - TiRED @ 02:28

sometimes i get really upset with those whom i'm supposed to love the most. it hurts much more when it's someone you care about right? sighh... i wish they would try to be more sensitive to my feelings, i'm human you know and human feelings are fragile and can fall to the wrong side pretty easily without proper guidance.

just because i keep silent doesn't mean i do not care. so damn you to hell, WAKE UP and try to notive my existence won't you?

@ 16:08

ZOMG... i'm itching like HELL. why? because i scrubbed too hard. lesson of the day, don't scrub too hard, makes your skin dry and itchy.

@ 19:21

pictures~ @ 01:28