Tuesday, 25 November 2008

yay~ Versailles Philharmonic Quintet got a new look~ this is their latest look. kire~!
the person who's supposed to be the most important and the one who loves me most in this world doesn't seem to be doing her job... for so many years, i've never heard her say one word of praise or encouragement to me, disencouraging right? you say, 3 children, it's hard to give every single one of them the attention they need, i understand but apparently, i'm not even noticed, except when it comes to faults... always my fault, you might as well blame me for the terrorist bombings, the tsunamis, the earthquakes, the floods, the bank robberies and every other thing in the world. just because i am the eldest child too doesn't mean everything's my responsibility. dammit... my heart bleeds but do you care? no. of course not, i am neither famous nor gorgeous nor anyone to be bothered about... what the CRAP. forget. it's pointless, all i can do is blog, blog, blog about my pain, wishing it would go away... please, looking for some love, care and respect here. please and thank you. dammit. i've said my pleases and thank yous but it seems it doesn't always give you what you want... getting down on my knees and kowtowing... not working either. i guess i can only wish and hope then dream that one day, finally, i'll get what i've lost and have been looking for...
au revoir, idiots stupides de l'univers~
dying of depression... @ 08:18