ViSUAL KEi <3

Sunday, 30 November 2008

interested to learn the Haruhi dance~ lol. just imagining it tickes me pink >.<
mwuahahahahah~ i've finally gotten my uncle's, actually not really his, computer. wide + flat screen. cool hor? but, but, BUT, he's got his password on so we can't use it. *sobs* but i have my way. since my laptop's screen is like CRAPPY~, i attached the moniter to the laptop so now, i'm looking at the moniter~ but i can't play stepmania on the moniter. you see, you have to drag and drop the stuff into the other screen to use it so the game just can't be dragged and dropped since it's run fullscreen. sigh~ just finished subbing some Gackt video. damn the china man speaking so fast and obviously not speaking normal chinese, made it a challenge for me to sub it... >.< now it's back to BLEACH craze again. not sure where i last stopped like AGES ago so i randomly picked an episode and carried on. it;s really because i've kinda lost interest in gokusen which i feel, all three seasons stories are more all less repeated and my other anime, well, they're still airing so it'll take time for the subbers to get the video, sub it then upload it whilst continueing their daily lives. noble aren't they? lol. going to get new specs soon~ whoohoo. actually, there's a pretty long story to this spetacle thing but doesn't concern you and it;s no big deal so i'll leave it as it is...

random: TENGTENG is COMRADE~ she watches vampire knight too but apparently she's only at episode 5++ only whilst i am at vampire knight GUiLTY episode 8. *waiting for 9* btw: i finished season 1 in a NiGHT~ *grins* i'm superior when it comes to being an otaku, NO ONE CAN BEAT ME~ MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ gosh, this new keyboard is noisy compare to the laptop's which though quiet, has many missing keys ^^'. whoohoo again. just found out kuroshitsuji episode 8's OUT~!

@ 03:45

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

finally in guide's U and enrolled~ applause please *grins* [i know i look dorky but just keep your shit to youself please and thank you *smiles sweetly*

it seems mR. KingKong has decided to steal our limelight.

some crap wrong with my computer/phone. now i can't upload the other photos. *emos* crap you~! crazy people literally LOL-ing. DAMMYOO~! you wanna me to send you into eternal damnation? =.=

must wake up early tomorrow
must wake up early tomorrow
must wake up early tomorrow
must wake up early tomorrow
must wake up early tomorrow

why? because i needa post some money to a certain someone whom i'm buying flyers from. not just any flyers but visual kei band concert flyers... ordered quite a few which summed up yo about $16. *watches helplessly as the cash flies away* oh well, no such things as free stuff, well, usually...

@ 21:00

yay~ Versailles Philharmonic Quintet got a new look~ this is their latest look. kire~!

the person who's supposed to be the most important and the one who loves me most in this world doesn't seem to be doing her job... for so many years, i've never heard her say one word of praise or encouragement to me, disencouraging right? you say, 3 children, it's hard to give every single one of them the attention they need, i understand but apparently, i'm not even noticed, except when it comes to faults... always my fault, you might as well blame me for the terrorist bombings, the tsunamis, the earthquakes, the floods, the bank robberies and every other thing in the world. just because i am the eldest child too doesn't mean everything's my responsibility. dammit... my heart bleeds but do you care? no. of course not, i am neither famous nor gorgeous nor anyone to be bothered about... what the CRAP. forget. it's pointless, all i can do is blog, blog, blog about my pain, wishing it would go away... please, looking for some love, care and respect here. please and thank you. dammit. i've said my pleases and thank yous but it seems it doesn't always give you what you want... getting down on my knees and kowtowing... not working either. i guess i can only wish and hope then dream that one day, finally, i'll get what i've lost and have been looking for...

au revoir, idiots stupides de l'univers~

dying of depression... @ 08:18

Saturday, 22 November 2008

Mana Sama to Kami kun kawaii ne~!!! [i miss Kami kun...]

i've been irritated by biker kids these few days... DAMNYOO TO HELL. how dare you ride about and make so much commotion disturbing my serenity. they're pissing my ass off. and those girls, acting like whores... maybe i'm too harsh, or whatever but i stand my grounds. after this year i won't be able to blog daily and go on msn daily either. it just means my computer access will be cut and i'll probably get to use the computer only weekly... don't ask why...

@ 16:29

Wednesday, 19 November 2008

GACKT SAMA MODE~! *nosebleed* don't worry, i'm still faithful to mee honey bunny Mana sama~ ne, the dreamy eyes, ponytail, makes Gackt sama so, so, KiRE~ brings back memories. lol, i talk as though i've had a long history with him... nyaaah~ i suppose? ne, seeing the picture i feel like giving him a hug... is it weird to have urges to hug certain people? when i was in primary school i would see this certain classmate and i've always felt like hugging her, she just seemed so huggable. mind you, i am not a lesbian... when i see Gackt sama i feel like hugging him too even though it's just a video or a picture. seeing Mana sama too makes me wish i could hug him. nyaaah~ if only...

while walking back home with dinner and soya bean milk in my hands plus a can of ice lemon tea, i slip and fell on my ass in front of some UknownPasserBy... landing position was pretty unglam too nyaaah~ >.< embarressed. now we know why asses were meant to be fleshy, it's really for safe landing~

@ 22:05

my neighbour's scolding and yelling away again... the girl is crying and yelling back in defense. i wish they would shuddup but then again, it's like staring into the mirror, it happens in our house too but my mother's not as powerful and violent as their's. their's have banging and throwing of furniture. can feel the walls vibrate... quite a ruckus if you ask me...

@ neighbour: LAOZHARBOH~!!! STFU PLEASE... damnyoo to hell for disturbing the peace of the night.

today we were finally enrolled. like after a year of lehchey stuff we're finally called guides and can actually wear the uniform. wahahahahaha. i last minute only remembered that i had to memorize the guide's honour and promise. i PRO sia. in a flash i memorized it *big grin*. ne, just realised there's a nodame cantabile paris hen. that means 2ND SEASON, more anime for me *grins again*.

@ 00:15

Monday, 17 November 2008

Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex - mama counted or not? cheek-kiss counted not?
Total: 1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love - wahahahaha~ one-sided love counted? in fact, he probably doesn't even knows of my existance...
() Dumped someone
() Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight - insult me one more time and you're getting a fist fight with the queen of FiGHTing~
Total: 2

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class - skipped tuition ^^
() Slept With A Co-worker - ne, that sounds wrong...
() Seen Someone / Something Die
Total: 2

Level 4
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
() Thrown Up From Drinking
Total: 1

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet - Alcie chan~ and that fcuking heck of a BASTARD...
() Been in a Mosh Pit
Total: 2

Level 6
() Been In An Abusive Relationship - ne, my mother's abusive sometimes, counted?
() Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have - he'll never be mine...
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
() Made A Snow Angel
Total: 2

Level 7
() Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
() Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
Total: 3

Level 8
() Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
() Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School - it's become my specialty~
Total: 3

Level 9
() Watched The Sun Set
() Felt An Earthquake - apparently everone else felt it...
() Killed A Snake
Total: 0

Level 10
(x) Been Tickled
() Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on - i guess it can be counted as so...
(x) Been Misunderstood
Total: 3

Level 11
() Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
Total: 0

Level 12
() Had / Have Braces
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
() Danced in the moonlight
Total: 0

Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look
() Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced - prancing around a piller counted?
() Questioned Your Heart
() Been obsessed with post-it-notes
Total: 2

Level 14
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
() swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying
Total: 2

Level 15
(x) cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
() Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
() Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
Total: 3

Level 16
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Kissed In The Rain
Total: 2

Level 17
() Written A Letter To Santa Claus
() Watched the Sun Set/ rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere - watch others do it counted???
Total: 2

Level 18
() Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
() Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey - goshh, after checking the dictionary only did i realise hump meant s*x...
Total: 1

Level 19
() Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
() Screamed vulgarities out loud
() Swam With Dolphins
Total: 0

Level 20
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
() Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Gender's Clothes
() Sat On A Roof Top
Total: 1

Level 21
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs - into the sea~
() Done/Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
() Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
() Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about
Total: 1

Level 22
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
() Climbed A Tree - ne, climbed a log into off-limit area, counted???
() Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
Total: 1

Level 23
(x) Believed In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail
Total: 1

Level 24
() Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused - i've got a fart/poo/pee fetish... strange???
Total: 2

Level 25
() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
() Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one - my definition of porn is much more child friendly, PopcORN~
() Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
() Cried So Hard You Laughed
Total: 1

Level 26
() Mooned/Flashed Someone - ???
() Had Someone Moon/Flash You - ???
(x) Cheated On A Test (quiz)
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name - still can't remember their names...
() French Braided Someones Hair
() Gone Skinny Dipping - ???
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House - i ended up breaking the window...
Total: 3

Level 27
() Rode A Roller Coaster
() Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
() Black-Mailed Someone
() Been Black Mailed
Total: 1

Level 28
(x) Been Used - unforgivable...
() Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
() Licked Someone - ne, i'm neither a dog nor a cat so lay off the licking okay?
Total: 2

Level 29
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Had sex in the rain - what do you take me for? PopcORN maker???
() Flattened someones tires
() Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas
Total: 0

Overall: 45~!!!

@ 01:08

realised i'm becoming nocturnal... weird? *scratches head* maybe? maybe not? according to my msn contacts, i'm the only one still awake at 5am, 6am+++. hmmhmm... not weird, just, UNiQUE in a unique way. ^^; as usual my nose is running at 100mile/hr... table, bed is flooded with tissues. gross but true... not my fault is it? i feel like i've gotta curse on my nose or something... pathetic curse too. tomorrow going to buy mee guide's shoes. mother insists on going along. what am i to say to bernice and jeanne. maybe to jeanne, 'hey jeanne *points to jeanne, meet jeanne *points to mama*~' then to bernice, '... ... ... ^^;'

WTF~!!! I LOST MY MOOLEHH~!!! >.<

how could that happen? THAT'S JUST RIDICULOUS~!!! i remember when i went out with bernice the last time i still had some notes in my bag... could it be because i didn't put it in my wallet it flew/ran away?!!! THE REVENGE OF THE RUNAWAY CASH~!!! nonononono... my moolehh... gone, just like that, with the wind, in the dust, down the drain... so it feels that bad to not have a single cent on you... *faints from 'cent-lessness'*

i AM NOCTURNAL~!!! mwuahahahahahaha... @ 00:51

Saturday, 15 November 2008

whoohoo~ i've realised that many jrock artists i've heard of have been appearing [it's really just their songs] on local telly~ spotted wonderful l'arc en ciel's song as the opening for this something gundum-ish anime currently airing on okto, friday 11.30pm. just spotted abingdon boy's song as the openging for d. gray man now airing... these two artists are popular i believe biut i don't really listen to their songs... at leats i know about them ^^';

@ 19:02

Thursday, 13 November 2008

dundun. i assume after viewing the first few scenes, some of you were misled and thought it was a yaoi scene... hentai peeps to all those who thought that way >.< wahahahahaha~ gotcha didn't i, all you pervo-minded kiddies. lol.

finally finished my drawing which i started yesterday now which is about 1.20am. had so much troubles thinking about the dress then the pose and stuff. unless you were an artist who pursued beauty and perfection in your art, you wouldn't understand [=x]...

@ 23:41

lol. went to bed at about 12.40+++am only to realise i couldn't sleep at about 2+++am so now here i am blogging... just finished a sheet of seaweed, the type used to make sushi, no seasoning. tasted bland but nevermind, since i couldn't find other stuff... finished vampire knight, entire of season one and now watching vampire knight guilty + kuroshitsuji episode 5~ wee. i've reverted back into my anime freak mode. watch junjou romantica episode 4 yesterday, waiting for 5~ i've started keeping track of the episodes i watch now so i won't lose track and end up not finishing the series. ^^'

BiG WELCOME TO ALViN kun~ WELCOME TO SiNGAPORE~ but i won't be smsing you, sorry~ ^^'

awoken~ [again] @ 02:41

Monday, 10 November 2008

-kuroshitsuji-

it is a very cool night tonight. very unexpected of the tropical red dot. washed the dishes and now drinking a cup of HOT HOT HOT cappucino. finished 'nodame cantabile' [anime] last night, the entire series~. now started on the live drama. as for some other animes i've been watching, not all the episodes are out or subbed so i will wait patiently for the lovely subbers to finish up...

the annoying spammer who probably was just seeking attention seems to have stopped bugging us. perhaps she had gotten the attention she wanted and has set off to look for something else to entertain herself. she was pretty entertaining herself but i will not miss her. there are so many other things for me to miss than a pesky spammer. will continue with my drama now. after watching the anime and now the drama, i feel inspired to learn a classical instrument... maybe the piano, the contrabass, the cello, the violin? idk... not like i will get what i wish for. there are other things i will have to strive and work hard for too anyway. gotta catch up on my studies and work hard on my chinese. I WILL NOT QUIT. {it's really for 'face' ^^']

-drinking a nice cup of cappucino- @ 22:28

Friday, 7 November 2008

I SAW PAUL TAU POK [TWOHILL, actually ^^'] i saw him at toa payoh central at some event and i walked right past his back. not a fan but i do feel excited and stuff when i walk pass a famous person.

@ 23:43

Thursday, 6 November 2008

kyaah~ found some yaoi anime i might be interested in while waiting for kyou kara maou season 3's subbed episode of 23 to come out.

junjou romantica
loveless
gravitation

so yuri is for shoujo ai [lesbian love]. not too interested... :P prefer yaoi. W00T~!!! fcuking neighbour is singing once again. more like yelling if you ask me. sing like kns also still dare sing so loud... >.<

@ 23:15

sigh. haven't been blogging have i ne? been busy with my YAOi CRAZE. hmhm... no more subbed 'kyou kara maou' so now i've started watching the raw ones without subs... understanding it only occasionally. =='' sigh, call me a pervo or whatever tha FCUK you want but i find it beautiful, shounen ai. *nosebleeds*

recently i've been thinking about my past and realised that i've done many many many foolish things. i laugh at my childishness and stupidity but i guess everyone has that stage.

anyway, fucking spammer decided to drop by. so kind sio? ge pii. but nevermind, i welcome spammers. but if that asshole tries anything funny, BLOCKED she will be.

still dare say i childish, watch this kind of show, if the entire OTAKU-ists hears this she will be humtum-ed to death. that kind of lowlife, SHOULD DiE. sighsighsigh, i pity her.

@ 18:15

Sunday, 2 November 2008

ahhh! LUVULUVU YAOi ANiME~!!! >.< beautiful ="X">.< *nosebleeds AGAiN* watching kyou kara maou now but damnit, why? because i can't find episodes 5-17 & 19. so annoyed...

OFFiCiAL FAN OF YAOi~! @ 18:33

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