Sunday, 21 September 2008
if i were to describe life, i would say it's like a race, a stupid and tiring race. i am officially tired and wish to back out of this race. i was never an athletic person. i hate having to run for you life, to have to try to reach the end before others... what's the point of going at full speed all the time? at most you are admired by many, despised by some. does that make you feel happy? to be at the top? if i could choose, i would wish i was living in a laid back serene country side with nothing much to worry about. to take a stroll during the early mornings, have tea in the breezy afternoons and stroll again during the cool evening is pure bliss. singapore. it's too competitive for me, too fast-paced. to have to worry about paying bills, being at the top, finishing your tasks on time, it's stupid. really stupid. it's so stupid . and they say to not enjoy something is like locking yourself into a cell. i want to enjoy life like many others but just because you want to doesn't mean you can. i envy those, always surrounded by close friends, stretch out your hands and money is given to you to be spent anyway you like. WTF. yeah, many say life's unfair but this is just TOO UNFAIR. don't have money, don't have friends, don't have looks, don't have talent, don't have brains, don't have family. it's painful. but who cares. no one because there are too many other people in similar situantions i guess. nevermind. you happy bastards would never understand the depths of my mind.
WTFWTFWTF. THE ANTS ARE ATTACKING MY TABLE AGAIN. ARGHHH...~
trash i bought today.
a pair of miniature handcuffs: $2
trinity blood key chain set: $1 [original price $9.90, clearance mah then i greedy go buy. in the end it's sticky, EWWW~]
NaNa knuckle duster: $3 [a bit tight for mee huge knuckles due to over-cracking them TTATT i should've listened to my mama in the past and not crack them. now they're the size of elephants~]
my JAPANESE CURRT RiCE~ this is as close to japan as i can get TTATT. bought by my dearest meimei~
my guide cookies MiNT FLAVOURR~ only left so much now TTATT
WTF is life about? @ 01:19
