Thursday, 11 September 2008
no matter how hard i try, my efforts are left unrecognized. always... be it at home, in school. unrecognized. you say you recognized and
aknowledge it but is it true? no. no matter how much effort i put in, there are always more faults of mine to overshadow my efforts and
hard work...
wasey~ i today got come school
sia. and was late not because i don't want to cut my hair. anyway, i didn't cut. my hair just needed pinning, that's all. damn ET...
shuawo... =.=
i feel betrayed... just when i though they were my friends, they start leaving and ignoring me. i really do believe that it is because i invest too much on every relationship. or maybe i am just an experiment which they toy about for a while, come to a conclusion and end the game. then
i'm left to rot... because i really take each relationship very seriously. i am one who gets jealous easily...
i've totally exposed my thoughts here. just because during class time i look quite moody and stuff doesn't mean i do not wish to be friends with you all. it's just the atmosphere in class really brings my excitement level down and so that's how you get 'moody' me... i sure hope my 'friends' see this ans understand me better now and hopefully there will be a change in your attitude towards me. ^.^
relationships @ 23:36
