Wednesday, 30 July 2008
my wretched life. suffocating under the stress of school, family and social life. it really is killing me. broke down and cried yesterday after the math's learning support programme. nobody noticed. i cried my heart out the moment i saw bernice, ribena and ann. it was such a relief for me to know that they were there for me when even my mother didn't care about me. they even told me funny things and jokes to cheer me up. all the homework piling up, all the stress getting to me. i really feel like dying but hey, i'm afraid of death. i have no courage. i had always thought that i was strong and capable, but in actual fact, i'm just lazy, cowardly and weak. i really am useless then aren't i?
@ 22:16
