Friday, 18 July 2008
i found out that i sleep about 4-5hrs a day only and the rest of the day im in school slogging away. my eyes are closing. my body's aching. i watch helplessly as each day eats away at my soul, reducing me to nothing but a walking corpse. getting emo so i should just shut my trap before i say something stupid, AGAIN. i think my counting is failing me too. we were doing pumping when i started counting. i was like '10 mam, 11 mam, 20 mam.' and i couldn't stop counting it all wrongly. im definitely going crazy.
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