Monday, 28 July 2008
i am going crazy from all the shitty shit shit shit stress. family-wise and school-wise. i wish school would end and the holidays would begin and never end. i wish we could study whatever we wanted and needed because i think that many of the things i am learning in school now is like pointlessly uselessly STUPID! yes, it's STUPID! i repeat, STUPID! i plan to do fashion and desgn. hang on, i just got bashed up by my mother. now my arm hurts like hell. ok, back to what i was saying. me learning physics and all that crap that i can't even understand is definitely not helping me. it's like wasting half of my teenhood studying crap that i'm not going to remember. i'm dying. i really am. i'm going crazy. i'm even getting urges to commit violent and aggresive acts. i definitely am going CRAZY! who will save me? no one. and so as usual, i have to survive all this shit by myself. friends. yes, you may say, 'hey! but you still have your friends to survive the shit with you!', even so, everybody will still have to survive their own shit to survive, by themselves, for themselves.
i am now watching the results for today's performance for FEICHANGSUPERBAND and am praying that ethe'Real is not getting kicked out during this round.
@ 23:09
