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-MANA SAMA~!
-migrate to japan
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-closet full of moi meme moitie's, sex pot revenge and etc.
-find my place on earth otherwise go back to saturn with my hubby
-entire collection of junjou romantica~! EEEK! ecchi~

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my wretched life. suffocating under the stress of school, family and social life. it really is killing me. broke down and cried yesterday after the math's learning support programme. nobody noticed. i cried my heart out the moment i saw bernice, ribena and ann. it was such a relief for me to know that they were there for me when even my mother didn't care about me. they even told me funny things and jokes to cheer me up. all the homework piling up, all the stress getting to me. i really feel like dying but hey, i'm afraid of death. i have no courage. i had always thought that i was strong and capable, but in actual fact, i'm just lazy, cowardly and weak. i really am useless then aren't i?

@ 22:16

i am going crazy from all the shitty shit shit shit stress. family-wise and school-wise. i wish school would end and the holidays would begin and never end. i wish we could study whatever we wanted and needed because i think that many of the things i am learning in school now is like pointlessly uselessly STUPID! yes, it's STUPID! i repeat, STUPID! i plan to do fashion and desgn. hang on, i just got bashed up by my mother. now my arm hurts like hell. ok, back to what i was saying. me learning physics and all that crap that i can't even understand is definitely not helping me. it's like wasting half of my teenhood studying crap that i'm not going to remember. i'm dying. i really am. i'm going crazy. i'm even getting urges to commit violent and aggresive acts. i definitely am going CRAZY! who will save me? no one. and so as usual, i have to survive all this shit by myself. friends. yes, you may say, 'hey! but you still have your friends to survive the shit with you!', even so, everybody will still have to survive their own shit to survive, by themselves, for themselves.

i am now watching the results for today's performance for FEICHANGSUPERBAND and am praying that ethe'Real is not getting kicked out during this round.

@ 23:09

haha. no school today. okay. maybe it was yesterday since its 1.39am now. was supposed to go to school with bernice for e-learning but decided too lazy to go so she ended up going herself. sowiie bernice. she called me like twice in the morning. 1st time to wake me up, 2nd time onyl to realize i was still sleeping. the night before i slept at about 2++am so maybe it made me really tired and i woke up like at 1.30pm. lmao. just nice when school usually ends. yes, i know, i really can sleep. usually i only sleep 3-4 hours so perhaps this is to make up for it. wednesday i was really really tired so slept at 8.30++ and slept for 9hrs, i thought that was long but end up i slept even long on thursday night. 11hrs... so nice to be able to sleep as long as you want. wish i could do that everyday. anywayzzz, yesterday no school=no assholes/bastards/whatever you wanna call 'em, so really pretty happy and relaxed. about 3++pm went for breakfast/lunch/tea, (actually i ate the quaker oat made by my mama but since that was eaten late and the portion was small, its not really counted issit?) we, no i mean i ate claypot noodle AGAIN. hmm, yesterday's one was not as good as my first time one. no watery yolk, different noodles, but luckily the auntie said she would change the noodle back to the old one^^. next time, i'll just request for watery yolk too then. now, i've just started on a new jdrama, series called long vacation. quite interesting the story so i think i'll keep watching it till the end. found a picture of kenn when he was still in beatty and wearing his beatty uniform. yepp, he does look veryvery different if you ask me. that just goes to show how much visual kei can change the look of a person. it makes you look so much prettier, good-looking (whatever you call it la),gooder... (lmao, gooder) okay, now my neighbours are quarelling, again. yepp. again. so annoying. they scream and yell and i don't understand a single bit of their malay. maybe i should go learn some malay and tell them off. lols, jkjk la.

@ 01:39

bought bubble tea after school. as usual, bernice's treat... so cute hor. same colour straw as the lil cartoon character's hair. mine is the pink one. not only the colours are matched, the horoscope on the cup was also matched ours. so cuute~~~
this is shintaro. i know the bananas tag looks dumb on him but his name is NOT bananas. its shintaro. here he is posing for the camera at his new house's void deck.
animal abuse? no la no la. just trying to dry shintaro out after his bath. he weighs a ton when he's wet...

haha. finally gave my stuffed dog away. name is shintaro, same as the doggy from bleach if you know which one i'm referring to. washed him then hanged him up to dry. looks pathetic but no other option. if you didn't know what's going, you would've thought it was animal abuse...

@ 01:24

arghhh... damn. got insulted TWICE like for nothing. was walking down the stairs behind this unknown supposingly sec 2 boy when he just turned and called me 'jibai'. ridiculously stupid. what a f*cked up confused teen boy he is. turning just to insult a total stranger who had done no wrong. i really wanted to kick from behind or walk up to him and dare him to say it again. i didn't though because i actually thought about the consequences. now i regret it. i don't care. i'm stressed up enough now and i think i will not be to heavily punished for attacking that bastard. after all, he asked for it. 2nd time. music lesson. i think it was the ball-less gay and his buddy monkey-eared asshole making fun of my name. something about porn-line? shit those f*ck-faces. i think there were a few more people involved but i ignored it telling myself not to taint my hands dealing with bastards like them. things could've gotten nasty. damnit. insulted twice and i took it all without a sound. the next time this happens i'm gonna retaliate so if you're thinking i'm a push-over and is planning to insult me soon, think again and cancel your plan or i'll make you wish you were NEVER and i mean NEVER BORN!

@ 22:58

since i told kenn-senpai that i knew where he stayed, i've been feeling very uneasy... i hope he doesn't take me as some pervo-stalker which of course you all know, I'M NOT. i'm also not sure if he is bothered by my constance bugging... not really bugging, just that i like to talk to him A LOT A LOT A LOT. hope he doesn't get upset or annoyed with me and decide to block me and cut all communications with me.

@ 22:46

new discovery... Kei (ethe'Real) and Die (D e G)... their guitars... similar... 0.0

after that i ask him... he say is the same model... kakkoi~

@ 21:52

yay~ i figured out where kenn-senpai live ler. but i will not tell euu all. because he's MINEMINEMINE~

siiansss. geo test 2moro. srsly. i dun give a damn. here's a feast for the eyes...


btwbtwbtw: im Dir en Grey's newest fan... self-mutilation... me and bernice were discussing how kyo got blood al over his teeth and body. he cut his ribs for the body part. and then i kinda imagined kyo knocked himself wif the mic for the mouth. lmao... it was so funi imaging bernice and i laughed like idiots... cldn't stop laughing. we also had claypot noodles. so yummy but so ex$$$... $3 gone like that. but i guess it was ok, it filled me up for dunner too.

so here's the picture which made us think funny...

@ 21:00

boredbored so i made this... funi i guess... kinda cute tho huh...

@ 23:41

and so this was my conversation with Kenn Sempai last nite! ^^
he oso go edit my dp leh. euu see:
私は愛する says:
kon ban wa~
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
hih
私は愛する says:

私は愛する says:
euu mus be rlly busy.
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
abit
私は愛する says:
i onli sleep 4-5hrs a day and have so much supp and cca stuff i feel like im gonna drop dead soon.
私は愛する says:
i always fantasized being a guy too. is... is dat weird? i mean, a guy's life seems so much more exciting and stress-free
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
hahaha
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
id rather b a girl
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
let the partner look after
私は愛する says:
apparently guys do not like taking care of girls.
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
they will if they love them
私は愛する says:
girlfren=baby dating=babysitting?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
wnt la hahas
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
u must have knwn the wrong guys
私は愛する says:
i dunno. but being a guy is like euu have so much more fun and can tok about anithin and guys are better frens dat is if ur a guy
私は愛する says:
girls i feel not many make good frens
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
hmmm
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
nt too sure bout dat
私は愛する says:
aha
私は愛する says:
maybe
私は愛する says:
i mean i notice that sum girls tend to gang up against those they dunlike and boys, well generally they mix well wif each other
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lol ic
私は愛する says:
btw: wat cca were euu from?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
basketball
私は愛する says:
icic
私は愛する says:
sadly its been closed
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
y
私は愛する says:
not enof ppl?
私は愛する says:
i dunno
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lol
私は愛する says:
when i joined there wasnt a basketball team so i assume dats y
私は愛する says:
or maybe they werent doing well
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
ya probably
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
who doesnt like basketball
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
HAHAS

私は愛する says:
lmao
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
could be casual wad
私は愛する says:
yepp
私は愛する says:
ani music reccomendation?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
what type do u like?
私は愛する says:
heavy derr
私は愛する says:
but all oso can la
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
heavy ah
私は愛する says:
i vry wide range
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- sends:

Open(Alt+P)
私は愛する says:
thk euu thk euu
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
direngrey!
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:

私は愛する says:
icic
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
whos dat in ur display pict
私は愛する says:
heard of them but nvr rlly listened
私は愛する says:
meesh!
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
they are ... the forefathers of jap metal
私は愛する says:
icic
私は愛する says:
dp shi wo la
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
got blood one
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
hands
私は愛する says:
erm icic(?)
私は愛する says:
whose hands?
私は愛する says:
the song name?

You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\Pauline.YOUR-0548C161E1\Desktop\06 - Ryojoku no Ame.MP3 from - Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界-.

- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
no ur display picture
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
is a blond hair guy
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
and he uses his bloody hands to over his mouth
私は愛する says:
soka
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- sends:

Open(Alt+P)
私は愛する says:
gazette's ruki
私は愛する says:

- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
but he isnt bloody
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lol.
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
direngrey
私は愛する says:

- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
is bloody
私は愛する says:
ok?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
in their performances
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
wanna see?
私は愛する says:
sure
私は愛する says:

- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
u are underaged u know
私は愛する says:
-_-
私は愛する says:
i watch gory movies derr ok
私は愛する says:
FAN OF BLOOD AND RE
私は愛する says:
*gore
私は愛する says:
so
私は愛する says:
age is not the point here
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
but u are not eligable to watch lol
私は愛する says:
-_-
私は愛する says:
so r euu letting me watch or not?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=lYk0Z0HXOOo
私は愛する says:
thks
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
got one of him cutting himself
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
i shall not show u that
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
but see this is a good enuff example
私は愛する says:
euu dun show me i can always find myself
私は愛する says:
im a pro derr
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
:/
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
at least im not being a bad example
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
LOL
私は愛する says:
yesyes
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
that one is ur own initative
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
not my fault
私は愛する says:
mus set gd example
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
HHAA
私は愛する says:
dun worry
私は愛する says:
euu are now the model VK artist
私は愛する says:
so hao derr bang yang
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
no
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
im a rebel
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lol
私は愛する says:
lmao
私は愛する says:
model rebel
私は愛する says:
the blood yi diandian only derr

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私は愛する says:
bloody hor.
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
but its real
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
ruki one is only for photoshot lol
私は愛する says:
icic
私は愛する says:
so how he make the blood come out
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
ok watch him cut his ribs
私は愛する says:
knock himself wif der mike?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=a1SLMiToj8U&feature=related
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
he does alot
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
jump down on his back
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
cuts his gums
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
cuts his chest
私は愛する says:

- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
cuts his ribs
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
and smeres blood all over his face
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
u wont see that in gazette
私は愛する says:
im a fan of blood and gore but not of pain
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
only in direngrey
私は愛する says:
direngrey specialty: self mutilation
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
yes
私は愛する says:
aha
私は愛する says:
icic
私は愛する says:
ethe'real not doing self mutilation hor?
私は愛する says:
the police will catch hor.
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
ya
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
sg cannot..
私は愛する says:
yaha
私は愛する says:
cannot
私は愛する says:
btw
私は愛する says:
did euu go to the cosdest this yr?
私は愛する says:
*cosfest
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
nope
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
u
私は愛する says:
nope
私は愛する says:
i wanted to
私は愛する says:
but end up too lazy
私は愛する says:
nxt yr sure go
私は愛する says:
kunio went rite?
私は愛する says:
i thot i saw a post about him going or smthn
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
yup
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
he went
私は愛する says:
icic
私は愛する says:
2moro is the gathering rite?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
ya'
私は愛する says:
so can tell me bout the movie maybe the dya after?
私は愛する says:
*day
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lol ive alreayd watched it
私は愛する says:
icic
私は愛する says:
so wats it about?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
about batman and joker lol
私は愛する says:
err
私は愛する says:
ok
私は愛する says:
icic
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
its a long long story
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
but damn nice
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
the way he fights
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
awesome!@
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
anyways u sound very mature for ur age
私は愛する says:
euu'll vry gd to ur fans hor. watching a movie twice for them
私は愛する says:
yesyes
私は愛する says:
a lot of ppl say i sound old and matured
私は愛する says:
i think a lot
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lo.l how odl are u
私は愛する says:
going to be 14
私は愛する says:

私は愛する says:
teenhood is the stage where euu start thinking
私は愛する says:
thats wat i feel
私は愛する says:
do i sound dat matured?
私は愛する says:
ur scaring me
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
HAHAH yea. u do
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
by telling me that teenhood is a stage where u start thinking
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
it sounds like u've been through teenhood
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lol.
私は愛する says:

- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
or else
私は愛する says:
just started la
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
how would u know?
私は愛する says:
i dunno
私は愛する says:
i told euu
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
it must come from somewhere
私は愛する says:
im a deep thinker
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
this bold statement
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lol
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
how do u look like
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
reveal urself!!!
私は愛する says:
girl lor
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
HAHAS
私は愛する says:
lmao
私は愛する says:
i think i might become a philosopher
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
deep
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
got picture of urself?
私は愛する says:
yesh
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lets have a look!
私は愛する says:
i always look dumb in fotos
私は愛する says:
siian
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
That isnt ur real hair is it?
私は愛する says:
im getting sum sorta phobia for cameras now
私は愛する says:

私は愛する says:
my hair la
私は愛する says:
not wig
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
u look really cute
私は愛する says:
aha
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
i think if u have real long hair
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
u'll look realy prett
私は愛する says:
euu broke the record
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
want me to photoshop for u?
私は愛する says:
1st person 2 say sucha thing
私は愛する says:
eheh
私は愛する says:
no need la
私は愛する says:
i always wanted longlong hair but den
私は愛する says:
always cut
私は愛する says:
smtimes i get urges to cut my hair then hit the guy's head who's sitting in front of me with my book
私は愛する says:
i rly smthing wrong
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
dont cut
私は愛する says:
i noe
私は愛する says:
this time not i want to cut
私は愛する says:
my mama
私は愛する says:
i cried leh
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
hey show me ur other pics lei
私は愛する says:
nomore lerr la
私は愛する says:
i dun hav
私は愛する says:
not too photogenic
私は愛する says:
ah! euu got long hair der correct? how long euu take to grow soo long har?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
dont bluff!
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
show me show me!
私は愛する says:
i rlly dunhav
私は愛する says:
-_-
私は愛する says:
if i have i will show euu
私は愛する says:
but i rlly dunhav
私は愛する says:
so how long did euu take to grow ur hair this long?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
1 yr
私は愛する says:
so from damn short like avrg guy's hair
私は愛する says:
euu took 1yr?
私は愛する says:
are euu sure?
私は愛する says:
dun bluffbluff
私は愛する says:
!!!
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
yeap
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- sends:

Open(Alt+P)
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
go have long hair
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
it suits u
私は愛する says:


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私は愛する says:

私は愛する says:
euu pro
私は愛する says:
damn pro siia
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
lol
私は愛する says:
not only can play guitar can edit foto and design graphic leh
私は愛する says:
are euu sure euu took one yr?
私は愛する says:
walao eh~ girls wann long hair mus w8 so damn long den guys? 1yr denn grow so long
私は愛する says:
euu sure not
私は愛する says:
are euu using sum special hair product or wat
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
aroun 1 yr plus ba
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
dpending
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
u how long till how long lol
私は愛する says:
shampoo euu use wat brand?
私は愛する says:
does it help make ur hair grow fast?
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
nb
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
nv
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
hey im giong to hit the sack
- Smack Kei - 景 - 异世界- says:
nites chika
私は愛する says:
nitenite
私は愛する says:

@ 00:50

sigh~ my bond between me and Kei is getting stronger or at least i think so. Kei is really really nice. he added me to his msn as i requested. ok maybe i mentioned that part before. but he's really nice and hopefully he takes me as his friend. he actually talks to me (over msn) and tells me about things i ask. he's even watching the Dark Knight twice for his fans. so sweet hor. siian~ i rlly need to sleep ler la. got tuition 2moro @ 2pm. must leave by 1.30pm. by the time i wake up wld be about 11-12. or should i say 2day got tuition...

@ 00:24

i found out that i sleep about 4-5hrs a day only and the rest of the day im in school slogging away. my eyes are closing. my body's aching. i watch helplessly as each day eats away at my soul, reducing me to nothing but a walking corpse. getting emo so i should just shut my trap before i say something stupid, AGAIN. i think my counting is failing me too. we were doing pumping when i started counting. i was like '10 mam, 11 mam, 20 mam.' and i couldn't stop counting it all wrongly. im definitely going crazy.

@ 23:23

damndamndamn. so much homework piling up on me. i guess it is partly my fault for not doing them. im gonna die under all these stress. sometimes i feel like dying but i hang on to life. and why? because all my idols became famous and successful in their 20-30's which mean in order to taste the fruit of success, i must live on. its tough but yes. im gonna live on so if euu hate me and want me to die, w8 LONGLONG!

@ 19:55

@ 19:37

@ 19:35

@ 19:06

@ 18:55

@ 18:51

@ 20:50

so bored. carried a load of things home. AGAIN. went to bernice's house but she wasn't there. am currently a 'MatchMaker'. for whom? i wont tell euu. but if euu need to use my services just let me know ^^. 2 bitches made fun of me by hiding behind the lift and calling my name. just in case euu thot i was an idiot. i noe who did it. its ****** & ******. if they think its funny, they are just childishly foolish. for me its more of an insult rather than a joke so you better stop it.

@ 16:02

damn him. he's trying to get a hold of my com, AGAIN! my mom had stated clearly that if e wanted to use the com he had to ask for permission. he's one sly pig...

@ 22:32

@ 20:13

so it wasn't the keyboard... IT WAS THE MONITER! what a bastard... damndamndamn im gonna slaughter that pig

@ 20:00

damn! he did it now. he dropped the keyboard of the other computer onto the screen of our laptop and now there's a huge crack in the screen. i guessing my mom's gonna skin him for this now...

@ 14:39

its been about a month since my uncle has been putting up at our place. its getting more and more annoying with each passing day. he continues to be arrogant and go on with his own way. hogging the phone talking to some china girls he supposedly met on the Internet and seriously, those conversations sound like those corny chatline conversations. and he talks his STUPiD talk for ages and not just that, he calls like quite a few people. and his conversations are like SOSOSO LOUD. and he just switched off my light... what an idiot. he should just MOVE OUT like NOW and never return to bother us again. its like whenever he comes to us, its because he's comes as a freeloader. he didn't bring gifts or anything. just his miserable bag of instant soya bean milk powder which comes in sachets and his stupid cheap biscuits which he had long consumed. he never shared anything of his with us, not like i want his stuff but seriously, freeloading here and keeping your food to yourself? utter selfishness. recently i started to show signs of annoyance but he seems not to notice or is simply ignoring the fact that he is imposing on us. he sleeps in the middle of our living room (very small) which causes much inconvenience to me who has to move around in the morning and at night. he pokes his shitty nose into my business too. he had better return my mother the money he borrowed too. there was once when my mother asked him to return her money and he just immediately changed the subject and when to my grandma's house. what a shameless person. anyway, this is for your eyes only so no need to gossip about my uncle. if you need to gossip about him so badly, tell it to me. who asked him to by my shitty uncle...

@ 23:36

@ 21:15

yoyoyo~ heyheyhey~ 2day, ok, jus a while ago, meesh and bernice were think up OC (original characters) for Bleach... my OC is Sachiyo, human age, 13, has a huge crush on Toshiro, like Durians best, loves snacking, born is Singapore, parents are Japanese. after living in Singapore for a few years, went back to NiHon, then somehow died. just became a shinigami, in the same squad as Toshiro. bernice's OC is Hikaru, niece of Jyuushiro. shy around new ppl, which in this case is my OC, Sachiyo. and so we were RP-ing for a while and kinda came up with this... some parts which you should be able to figure out, are just some casual comments and stuff between me and bernice so ignore them... i know its kinda lame too but i guess its interesting enough?
so, ok... fine, the soba i make sux... is me and Domo-kun is bernice...

ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
S: wanna sum durian hikaru-san!?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
ur character is how old?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
wat squad
Domo-kun says:
8-years in human years, 13th squad
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
okok
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
hikaru-chan~~~
Domo-kun says:
O^O do i know you?
Domo-kun says:
You new?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
yesh!!!
Domo-kun says:
...
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
yoroshiku!
Domo-kun says:
-tilts head to side- huh?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
-_-
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
dun be so cold hikaru-chan!
Domo-kun says:
I'm not cold.... >_<
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
neh! wanna sum durian? *holds out durian!*
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
neh~ its gOOd!
Domo-kun says:
O_O
Domo-kun says:
smelly.
Domo-kun says:
Ohnoes
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
*wail*
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
nvm
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
then how bout sum potato chips?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
*holds out bag of chips*
Domo-kun says:
(( let's bring in existing characters!!))

Hikaru: Ohnoes
Jyuushiro: Howdy, Hiakru-chan~! O_O who's that?
Domo-kun says:
Hikaru*
Domo-kun says:
stupid spelling mistake]
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
neh...
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
watashiwa sachiyo!
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
yoroshiku!
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
im new!!!
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
wanna sum durian?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
(yoyo! euu still there?)
Domo-kun says:
((bring in toshiro!)
Domo-kun says:
Jyuushiro: O^O -coughcoughcough!!!-
Hikaru: NOES!!! UNCLE-chan!!!!

Domo-kun just sent you a nudge.

Domo-kun says:
((oioioioioi~~~))

Domo-kun just sent you a nudge.

ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
okok
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
m back
Domo-kun says:
((continue~!))
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
toshiro-taichou~~~ *stares wif watery eyes* ive waited long for this day!!!
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
*bows low*
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
yoroshiku!
Domo-kun says:
Jyuushiro: -coughccoughcough!!!-
>^<
Hikaru: -panics-
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
wats wrong?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
*flustered*
Domo-kun says:
Uncle-chan-taichou is having a choughing attack!
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
*looks around*
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
!!!
Domo-kun says:
Jyuushiro: O_O I;m ok now. ^^
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
sure?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
wanna me to get ppl from squad 4 to look at u?
Domo-kun says:
Jyuushiro: -snif- i guess so, ^^
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
aha
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
no prob
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
lemme get em
Domo-kun says:
Hikaru: NO! -clings to Jyuushiro0
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
eh?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
wats wrong?
Domo-kun says:
Hikaru: hospital is a very bad place...
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
mm
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
icic
Domo-kun says:
Toshiro: What is going on here?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
eh?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
*face becomes red again*
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
err
Domo-kun says:
Jyuushiro: Ah! Hitsugaya-kun!
Toshiro: - please no more sweets-
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
jyuushiro taichou was having a bad cof attack and so we were...
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
toshiro-taichou, lemme offer euu top-grade sweets and bisuits!
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
my fav!!!
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
they're rlly gd
Domo-kun says:
Jyuushiro: Wait... -takes out sweets and gives them to Hitsugaya-
Toshiro: AAAAAAHHH NOOO
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
euu jus gotta try em
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
eh?
Domo-kun says:
Toshiro: AAAAAAHHHH
Domo-kun says:
Toshiro:
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
jyuushiro-taichou likes sweets too?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
jus likish Sachiyo?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:

Domo-kun says:
Hikaru: he likes giving them, not eating them
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
oh
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
icic
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
*disappointed*
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
hmm
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
but euu like em dunt euu hikaru-chan and toshiro-taicho
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
???
Domo-kun says:
Hikaru: not really...
Domo-kun says:
Toshiro:
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
-o-
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
wat pity
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
seems like im the onli one hu indulges in such stuff
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
sobsob
Domo-kun says:
Jyuushiro: I've got CANDY
Hikaru: ah!! Uncle Jyuushi-chan!! You might get attacked by...
Domo-kun says:
Yachiru: CANDY!!! -pounce and snatches away teh candy-
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
by?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
yachiru-san? wanna sum top-grade delux sweets?
Domo-kun says:
Yachiru: , hello new person! ^^
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
neh! euu like sweets too?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
konnichiwa~~~
Domo-kun says:
Yachiru: *w* GIMMEEEEE
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
neh! ur rlly cute! here euu go
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
*hand it over*
Domo-kun says:
Yachiru: Thank you, female santa!
Jyuushiro, Hikaru and Toshiro (thinking): Oh great, a new nickname for the new person.
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
eh? female santa?
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
aha
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
rite euu are
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
then im the new female santa!
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
here's more for euu!
Domo-kun says:
Yachiru: I'm gonna ask Kenny whether he wants some~ -drags away teh huge sack of candee-
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
(aha)
Domo-kun says:
((lol,kenny))
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
she sure is cute~~
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
neh...
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
toshiro? aren't euu busy?
Domo-kun says:
Toshiro: yyyyeaah... "cute"
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
euu seem rlly free
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
then in dat case
Domo-kun says:
Toshiro: No, I have finished my and MATSUMOTO's paperwork
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
euu shld loosen up a bit
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
*pulls toshiro's cheeks and tries to form a 'smile'*
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
SMILE!
Domo-kun says:
((loosen up loosen up!!! -smack-))
Toshiro: ..... (toshiro is not amused)

ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
owell...
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
hikaru chan! since im new and dunno much, will euu show me around?
Domo-kun says:
Hikaru: umm... ok

ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
(errm... is hikaru sucha solemn child?)
Domo-kun says:
Jyuushiro: Oh yes! Shiro, there is a captains meeting!
Toshiro: Right.


they both shunpo away
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
wow
Domo-kun says:
((she's kinda shy to new ppl))
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
so fast!
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
(neh... icic)
Domo-kun says:
((MAH GRIMMY~~~))
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:
( )
Domo-kun says:
(( why?))
ok... fine, the soba i make sux... says:

Domo-kun says:
?
Domo-kun says:
That's your squad's quarters. -point-
Domo-kun says:
And thats- O_O
Domo-kun says:
wierd spiritual pressure...

@ 23:16

haha... yesterday got scolding from Girl Guides seniors like hell man...this wrong, dat oso wrong. everything oso wrong. march like crazy oso. then make us do pumping until my arm shake. walao. then they were the ones who say if we're unhappy with anything we should tell them. tell liiao still let them give stupid reasons. no help at all. then not only that, tell liiao, they will say wat last time their seniors more strict, blablabla... then who is doing wrong the marching and stuff we oso dunno. they should just tell us. if not, how we noe. scold until so many ppl cry. there was a part when they were scolding, then the senior said smthn bout treating them like shit and i was so like, ' who ask ur shirt colour is shit colour!' walao eh... i felt like saying that part aloud but after many past incidents, i learnt to hold my tongue... aniiway, i might quite if they continue their're nonsense. they should try to think and see if they're the ones at fault, the ones with poor leadership skills, the ones who do not even know how to manage a squad at all. btw: i saw the one mam, scold until the saliva come out... so gross, lucky i not right in front of them. and the socks and hair, last time they oso nvr pin up, never wear correct ones, still dare say us. they only become leaders only then they follow the rules wat. liddat then they might's well wait till we take over the CCA then follow the rules... aiyo, so much things to say, maybe i say another time... good nite then... btw: i've been watching Death Note (movie) all day and i must say, its: SUGOii! tho its sad that so many nicenice ppl 'died' and stuff.

@ 23:48

dammit... was drinking bubble tea when me and Bernice got attacked by an extortionist. shitty indian man. 'no $$, help me la. plspls...' wat 'im (some) survivor' i gave him $2. Bernice gave him 50 cents. he asked me for more when he saw i had much more when i opened my wallet. the $$ was to be returned to my mother so it wasn't rlly mine. so he asked for 2 more $ so that he can buy a bigger(?) plate of chicken rice then i insisted that i cldn't give him more. then he asked Bernice for (perhaps) another 50 cents so that he can buy wat coffee and wat ice water. damn him. i feel so cheated you know. and when he was like asking us for $$, he kepting putting his hand to his mouth then touching our legs. perhaps for him its a form of respect but to us it was more like taking advantage of us. rlly, i feel that i've been conned and want my $2 back. since the arrival of my uncle at my house. i haven't been able to get my weekly pocket $$ and that $2 could have given my a good lunch...

after that we went to see this white cat which was sterilized(?), *we thot so cos his ear was kinda cut(?) the cat kinda hated me. she wld turn her back at me whenever i stroked her... damn cat and 'abu-neh'...

went to the docter and waited 2hrs just to see the docter for a few seconds because my grandmama wanted to talk to the docter so we had to get a chinese-speaking docter. apparently. the clinic only had one. the 'rashes' kinda thing which seemed more like some mosquito party where they gathered to feast on my blood around the same spot was supposedly caused by allergy(?)i don't recall coming into contact wih smthn that i'm allergic to so it still remanins a mystery. after the doc, i went to Bernice's house to make the clothes for the Cosfest. (and so my day is continued by the 1st and 2nd paragraph)

@ 23:46

damn... not a swimming person and dun rlly like the idea of wearing my swimsuit all around the swimming pool. but many seem to enjoy it. hmm... finished watching 'Attention Please'. rlly nice. now im watching The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. pretty nice. Bleach, stopped @ ep 174. hmm, gotta continue... Thats all for my media update...

@ 21:43

@ 21:13