Thursday, 8 May 2008
dun think i dunno wat some of u say behind my back. u think im as dumb and as deaf as u all, u're wrong. i hear and see the things u do so u better be careful if wateva ur saying or doing concerns meand is negative. i noe wat u do... i see wat u do... and i've been hearing things 'bout me being emo. i am not ok? it's just dat i stay up late on the com, washing dishes, clearing the laundry, packing my bag, doing my hw, tidying the house and making sure my brother is doing his job too so i usually end up sleeping at 12-1am. i m not a very easily socialable person too, i noe dat but i m not emo. perhaps i think a bit more than u all so u think im emo. no, i m NOT! i dun tok much but dats not 'cos i m emo, trying to be mean or stuck up but becos i've always been this way. unless i've known u for like a few years onlii will i scream at the top of my lungs at u. somehow my voice jus doesn't come out ok... i dunno y too but u shld try to pay more attention to me when im speaking so dat u can make out wat im saying. i m not a bully either. some of u apparently believed the rumours sponsered by supposingly sarah and alicia and dat jus means u dun actually analyse ur info b4 u record down that info. do i look like a bully? have u seen me bully anii1? if ur ans is no then gd for u cos u shld be able to realise that
I AM NOT A BULLY AND I NEVER WAS AND NEVER WILL SO U BETTER GET THAT 'PAULINE IS A BULLY' IDEA OUTTA UR PEANUT-SIZED BRAIN!
but there is a reason i guess for sarah to spread her 'disease'. there was a time when me and my friend had a misunderstanding and that friend of mine is the type who will say that kinda things. 'sarah, pauline bully me!' is most probably wat she said but i think u shld noe that we've made up alrdy so that was jus cos she was angry with me ok? besides if u say bully, then i must tell u dat i have been bullied b4. many of the student care children wld gang up with this kid and tease me. when i 1st got my specs in pri 4, i will nvr 4get dat STUPID NICHOLAS hu planted the nick 'amah pauline' into evry1's head and so i was known as dat until all the students of that era had left or 4gotten 'bout that stupid name. i play rough with my rlly gd frens hu can emotionally and physically take my game so if u see me 'beating up' my fren, its a game. but most likely u wont c it now that im in a mix schl. u c, the frens hu oso went to beatty with me were not my best of best frens and they dunt exactly like playing rough and so i dun play my game with them. oso, the girls in a mix schls dun rlly play my type of game so, again, u wun c it happening. gd... i hope u r enlightened... 'grrr...' wat was dat? dat was me stomache... its now 6:08pm and i have yet to eat lunch, tea or dinner so naturally im rlly hungry. u may begin to notice dat im always hungry but im not a glutton, jus i dun eat at irregular hours so suddenly my stomache rumbles its not cos i eat a lot but becos i din eat or din eat enof...
haha~ thx for reading but i suppose most of u wldn't have read this post becos it looks long and boring but thx if u did and spread the word that i was not a bully so that i can clear my name and that im not an emo kia, jus that my level of thinking is way higher than urs and if i look moody, it could be dat i din hav enof sleep. if im ugly and u think i look like some animal, den too bad for u cos i was born this way and it cannot be changed unless u sponser me plastic surgery (not like u look anii better or r perfect>:P)
not emo ok? @ 17:45
