fucking mother of mine. lock me out. fucking neighbours, so noisy still dare say me noisy later ppl call police. fucking chee-bai. make so much noise dare to say me. fuck-face la all of u. fuck off. my life so miserable. no body care about me. not even my sister whom i trust so much. fuck her la. i hate her. i hate everyone. they're all fucking assholes. at least i broke my fucking mother's window. now aniione can open the door through that window. i'm more than satisfied. i hat them all. you hate me, it's fine because you don't matter to me aniimore so i do not care. you can all go to hell with me. i wish i could just die like that boy who died yesterday and lived just a few blocks away from me. i wish it would all end. i'm a troubled person but who else is there who would listen and help me. no one. they say they're there for you but no. they lie. they all lie. i hate them . i hate you. i hate my life. i hate this world. everyone is corrupted and sin. i hate them all. i wanna kill them all. i wanna let them know that they are wrong. i want them to learn their lesson. that they cannot do this to me. i hate to say this. but i don't care about you all aniimore. just like you don't care about me at all, not even in the beginning. it was all fake. none of it reality. happiness is but a lie. e beautiful lie that hurts. its an image. an image people think up to give themselves temporary relief. but somehow, this relief never comes to me. aniiway i got told off but fucking neighbours who finally learned their lesson after the police came after them. but so what, i don't care about them. i will burn down their flat so that they know that they cannot do this to me. they are no one to me. they are the noisy ones. they are the ones who should die. die. they should all die out. i shall kill even their children. i am really depressed and angry now but do not worry. i will kill on one even though i said i would. i give you a chance now to repent. you had better take this chance or pay with your wretched soul.