it makes me sad when i see the sad things happen around me. children abandoning their elderly parents, people ganging up against a weak person and man-slaughtering of one another, was this what our world was meant to be when it was first created? i watch in silence as i see satan, lucifer, fallen angel twist and turn our minds into ugly things capable of all sorts of despicable things. satan, perhaps a person rather close to all of us, for he hears what we say and what we do and many a times, influences us into doing his bidding. most who fall prey to him are weak and lost. these are the Lost Sheep of Jesus. while Jesus is trying to bring them back, they are tempted by the devil and then sells their souls to him. many think satan is the 'Great Evil', the root of pain and misery, but come to think of it, he could be just like us, lost, and just like an adolescent child, is trying to over power his creator. perhaps, he was lonely. i do not know. in fact, no one knows. i am pretty sure God would have given him a chance to repent. another ugly thing i have discovered, is jealousy. this thing jealousy is most probably from satan too. it causes us to do dishonorable things such as spreading rumors of others and hurting others. this world has unknowingly become a ball of ice, a chunk of metal and a heap of waste. with all the imperfections in this world, i might just consider going into eternal mourning...