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Wednesday, 30 April 2008

i noe the pic has nothing to do with wat i've written but hey! Waka-Chan is cute...

when you needed me most, i was there for you. now that you have regained your pride and have climbed back on top, you have forgotten me. i am nothing more than a mere memory. a memory that is to be forgotten. now when i need you most, you ignore me. you despise me. i am the forgotten friend. the helpless and lonely forgotten friend. through thick and thin together we have been through but all that does not matter anymore for it is all a mere memory.

if you will forget, but even so i will remember, forever and ever...

my dear rose, you are all of me, in this world. in now, the past and the future...

i sing for you...

forgotten? @ 23:15

awesome book i picked up at the library on my favourite: fashion in Harajuka

title: Tokyo Street Style

featuring my love: An Cafe *yay without Bou *sob

a write-up on me beloved Mana-Sama~

more pics of Mana-Sama~ & Malice Mizer

Me lil snack for 2day~

hmm... funnii things today... class rep's gone all rebellious & is currently trying to be da 'cool' kid. dats so not gonna work after his father & several other parents complained dat the teacher didn't give enof hw resulting in my current pitiful plight. evryday i drag a skoolbag filled with bloody hw home onlii to stress & tire myself while burning the damned midnight oil. for the past few days i've been writing tons of bloody lame poems jus to escape the fury of da teacher. omgomgomg... i fear for my life day in & day out... somehow the teacher hasn't been in a good mood either. evryday she storms in with a black face which naturally means she's in a thunderous mood ready to zap you aniitime. but on the whole she is rather dedicated. she buys food, buys curtains and decorations. she almost feels like a mother. bwuahaha... not my favourite teacher but yesh, she is a good teacher just that her over controlling has driven the pupils mad. now many pupils have set-up sites against her. i pity her. she puts her heart and soul into the class but in the end is treated this just becos the students are blinded by hatred. canoot exactly blame them though. i'm not feeling blissful either with all the homework.

Meet Alice and me plentiful blogging typo errors ( i meant to have the errors)

but... something FUNNii happened. and i mean FUNNii. while dat certain teacher was walking towards the front of the class, her long flowy skirt flew up and we all saw her checked 'pj' looking shorts. she didn't realise it though. wonder wat she'd have done if she knew. i woudl turn red and hot in the cheeks. this is not the 1st time i've seen such a thing. jus last year when my primary school was having their open house. a certain teacher decided to wear a nicenice dress. (she usually dresses like an old bag) so during assembly when the fans were blowing, it blew her skirt up. worse still, we all saw her undies. bwuahaha... she looked embarrassed, flattened her dress and walked away. i dun think she will ever wear such a dress ever again. and yesh, i m a lucky kid to have experienced 2 such comedies in my life while some have never even noticed such things happen. haha... its all thanks to my superb observation skills.

during another boring lesson of 2day, as the projection screen was kinda spoilt and couldn't be retracted so was stuck to the with some sorta tape... jus as she was going on and on about some stupid numbers and wateva when BanG! the screen dropped and covered her. as though she isn't small sized & soft enof. this really made her 'disappear'...

ahahaha... i wish that there were comedies evryday and NO HOMEWORK!!!

funnii things~ @ 15:09

Tuesday, 29 April 2008

many pursue ultimate dreams... but how many actually achieve it? the answer is 'few'. what you need interest, influence and chance. many a times, without these, your dreams do not come true. take celebrities for instance. some become mega stars over night while some remain unknown forever.

perfection @ 14:55

the person who hurts you the most is usually the person you love and care for most. perhaps it is because that persone matters to you so the pain inflicted is much more painful...

the person who hurts u the most @ 00:43

Sunday, 27 April 2008

someone's found me secret hide-out! wat m i to do to protect me privacy... how m i to find a perfect lil corner to hide away n unleash me true self?

Help! @ 20:14

Saturday, 26 April 2008

come back Bou-kun!!!

my Bou-kun!!! @ 17:38

Wednesday, 23 April 2008

kyah~ beautiful song~ she's produced by moi Mana-Sama too! must luv her... sang da song for vampire knight ending!!! plays da cello too... so kewl

Kanon Wakeshima~ @ 14:32

Tuesday, 22 April 2008

A Video at Moi Beloved Mana-Sama's boutique~
btw:hate da narrator!

Moi meme Moitie - Fashion Elegant Gothic Aristocrat @ 22:52

it makes me sad when i see the sad things happen around me. children abandoning their elderly parents, people ganging up against a weak person and man-slaughtering of one another, was this what our world was meant to be when it was first created? i watch in silence as i see satan, lucifer, fallen angel twist and turn our minds into ugly things capable of all sorts of despicable things. satan, perhaps a person rather close to all of us, for he hears what we say and what we do and many a times, influences us into doing his bidding. most who fall prey to him are weak and lost. these are the Lost Sheep of Jesus. while Jesus is trying to bring them back, they are tempted by the devil and then sells their souls to him. many think satan is the 'Great Evil', the root of pain and misery, but come to think of it, he could be just like us, lost, and just like an adolescent child, is trying to over power his creator. perhaps, he was lonely. i do not know. in fact, no one knows. i am pretty sure God would have given him a chance to repent. another ugly thing i have discovered, is jealousy. this thing jealousy is most probably from satan too. it causes us to do dishonorable things such as spreading rumors of others and hurting others. this world has unknowingly become a ball of ice, a chunk of metal and a heap of waste. with all the imperfections in this world, i might just consider going into eternal mourning...

pitiful world @ 14:50

Monday, 21 April 2008

1. as humans, as i have said, we are limited and our level of perfection can only reach a certain stage, or perhaps, for some, even higher. that is the reason why you do not see pigs flying in the sky, humans breathing underwater and elephants dancing ballet... perhaps these things might happen, not now of course but maybe in the distant future which i am sure neither you nor i will live to see...

aniiways, this post is more relaxed so laugh along at the sill thing i have just written, not that i find it very amusing, just stupid, plain stupid.

2. another thing i would like to address, as an ex-student of a rather prestigious school, i do not suppose it is write for a person as such to do such underhand actions such as spreading nasty and of course untrue rumors about a certain someone whom he/she did not know when he/she was still in the prestigious enough school. what more that poor victim has done no wrong to that certain person. so please, that certain he/she, if you see this post, reflect upon your wrongdoings and think again, would you like others to do that to you? i feel that everyone should live by this simple motto, do unto others what you would want others to do unto you. simple and achievable unless you are a dimwit which i doubt so.

3. sometimes i try doing things to please this certain important person in my life but always, this certain person notices only what i have not done and what i have failed to do rather than noticing what i have done. it really breaks my heart when i see all my effort gone down the drain just because of those few flaws.

and so i end this post. this post is more of a letter to all those certain someones i would like to address... :D sorii for being long winded, boring and for writing so much irrelevant things which do not concern you my dear readers but i guess it is okay since not many actually bother to view my blog... bb, really tired but i am going to finsh watching my Rozen Maiden, Princess Princess and Muo Fan Bang Bang Tang (can all be found on www.crunchyroll.com.)before i recharge my batteries for tomorrow. a few days ago i finished Nobuta wo Produce (www.crunchyroll.com) and i think it is really as i kind of feel that i can relate to it and therefore strongly encourage you to watch it.

to be perfect @ 23:39

sometimes, sometimes, we do inexplainable things to please others... like, perhaps, getting a slimming treatment, going for a spa, to make one more attractive so that those around you will appreciate you more and adore you. being nice to that certain someone so that you can win a place in that person's heart. these are all acts to please others. it is human nature for us to want to be loved, adored and well-liked but it is also a characteristic of us mere mortal to not be appreciated by all and well-liked by all. to some, you may be a precious gem in their crown, while to others, you may be nothing but an eye-sore, an unnecessary existence, a flaw to their seemingly perfect world.

what we are @ 23:31

Saturday, 19 April 2008

some designs n silly fantasies of moi... btw, the 1st photo is NOT a fantasy wheel, its da Singapore Flyer... if ya think moi drawings r gd n plan to upload them elsewhere, sure, but pls gimme some credits k...

moi dreams~ @ 22:37

Thursday, 17 April 2008

Nobuta wo Produce banzai~ Rlly gd jdrama i recommend...

why is it that many a times some people never get what they desire while some get more than that. i know life's unfair but, this is outrageous... seeing wealthier people squander their money like water while i have to save every penny just to stay alive. i know, being thrifty is a virtue but that doesn't mean ya gotta put a bunch of freakin'ly rich dudes in front of me and say, thriftiness is virtue then yak all the way expecting me to understand the 'laws of nature'... well, one cannot have everything but so musn't those rich bastards. currently fuming over my predicament...\./

me poor state @ 20:03

Tuesday, 15 April 2008

i miss Bou san of An Cafe... he was such an adorable sweetie... *sob sob... wonder wat happened... Here's a beautiful pv of D, Ouka Saki Some Ni Keri... love the effects... i will be back with more recommendations...

feeling rlly bored... @ 23:20

Sunday, 13 April 2008

haven't been without my beloved internet for a while as my computer was down and out... finally fixed it though. hooray for yours truly, she's a genius. well, lot's been going on, more homework, more stress, more scolding, LMAO, scolding is one thing that sticks to me like a leech. recently read an article on emos and think that as an emo, you should try to be understood but to understand. i know i'm in no position to decide that for the entire emo population but yeah, that's how i feel you should be if you would like to step out of the emo zone. but being emo is not all bad, because you are sensitive to your surroundings and not ignorant to the many tiny details. anyway, i've been trying to work on my hair and i think i can manage it better than in the past. really look forward to adulthood do that i can do what i want... but as everyone says, everything comes with a responsibility. this i knew a long time ago but it doesn't stop me from wanting to gain my own freedom and responsibilty. *sigh, it is now 2:19 a.m. in the morning and my eyes are struggling to stay open but i must wait for my downloads to complete and so on and sleep will have to wait. so until next time then...

reawakened! @ 02:09

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